Always You Inside My Heart!

2011-11-11T07:50:00.001+08:00

11.11.11!
Triple 11. Today is the day.
Status will changed from single to married!
Cant believe that time actually pass so fast!
Tgt for 4 years plus. And finally settle down!

Feel so happy from all the friends warm wishes! <333

11.11.11, 一生一世我爱你!
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11.11.11 !

2011-11-05T11:15:00.001+08:00

Omgggg! Time is nearing!
It's only next week. So excited cum so scared too!
Pray hard everythings goes well.
Pray for good weather!!
Have already settle most of the things.
Left with some deco to go!

Had an arguement with sis last night.
I seriously don know how to satisfied her.
I did not ask her in any help on my rom,
Cos i know she'll be busy with kids n relatives.
Then she say i'm not asking her for help.
Say we don have strong kinship.
Then when i'm in need of ur help,
You say me always ask for your help.
I asked for ur help u say me.
I dint ask, also kena say.
How to satisfied you?
Really very hard.
I almost go crazy!
Things that i told u before for my rom,
U say i dint even inform u.
You always like to compare.
Yes i can't be like others that you saw.
I cant be like how good they are to their sister.
Cos i did not use to be like them on a happy childhood.
We are only so much closer when i step into working environment.
How do u want to be like other which have strong bonding when they are young?
I really hate it when u want to compares.
Each person have their good/bad points.
Why do you always compares and make me must be the same as them?
I've good friends that is ard me helping me.
Don trouble you. Think of you.
Is there a wrong?
I admit, we don have a strong kinship like others.
But i still love u as my sis, my best friend. Telling you almost everything.
I hate comparison!!

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2011-10-07T22:23:00.001+08:00

Love love!

Woohoo. Time pass so fast!
Next month i'll be having my solemnisation!
More or less settle, left some decorations!
Omg! I'm so looking forward!

While otw back from farmart just now.
We talk abt wedding issue.
Wei asked me, do i really like peony jade?
I told him not very like and not very don like.
Just moderate.
Then he ask me go find affordable hotel if i want.
Upon hearing it just melt my heart!
He always give in to what i wants and what i likes.
He knows i like it to hold at hotel,
That's why suddenly pop me this qn!
Simply love the way he give in to me!
There's no one will be like you giving me to things i wants and likes!
Feel so loved !! <3<3

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2011-09-18T22:12:00.001+08:00

Wei started shift work! :(
Ytd was the first night sleeping w/o him!
I have to slowly get use to it!
Hopefully wei will get use to working shift too!
I know you're working hard for our future!
I will get use to it !

Hot yoga with shirley early in the morning ytd.
Not too bad but prefer cardio workout!
Wei come to fetch me after i end my yoga.
Both of us too smelly as he went for soccer earlier on,
So we went home and cook maggie for lunch!
And we both took a short nap, wei prepare for his night shift.
Head out to meet cherrie for her revision.
Guiding her on her POA!
Wasnt a good guide as some i've forgetten.
And i wasnt a good teach-er too.
Hopefully she understands. Haa.
Abt 11, ginny came over to lot 1,
We cab over to east coast.
Waiting for the time to hit 12,
Ginny, derrick and me went over to surprise jasmine while pearline is with her!
She was so touched that she cried!
Slack awhile and we head to swee choon for dimsum!
Head back home and lying on the bed alone..
Feel so lonely.

I'm lying on the bed now alone too!
Missing wei..
Hoping he's beside me now.
So that i can see him.

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2011-09-12T19:40:00.001+08:00

Attended dear jasmine's wedding on 10-09-11!
Very honoured to be her sisters!
Stay with her last day of singlehood and witness her being hand over to derrick!
Thinking back her dad cried when she's 出嫁 made me miss my dad.
I wish my dad was with me to 盖头沙 with mum.
I march in tgt with him, and he hand over my hand to wei.
How i wish he were still around with me now!
Miss him badly.
Back to topic, gatecrash, the dancing part was the most funny!
Think back just cant stop laughing!
We went hotel after that, took a 1hr nap and prepared!
Her solemnisation start at 6.
Helped her to be recept with coleen.
Same table with mabel and sandy!
We took many many pics! <3

After everything end, acc her till 1plus and head home.
Damn shag..

Just feel so happy for her! <3

I want a sweet wedding as my memories too! :p

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2011-09-07T22:08:00.001+08:00

Just dl blogpress! I can update as and when now! Hehe. :p

Wei is starting his shift work next tuesday. Lonely me soon!
But for the sake of our future, have to scarcfice the time he had for me and learn to adapt it!
HTH with wei last night!
Was really touched that he gave in so much.
He tolerates so much for all my bad points.
He never give up on me and continue loving me.
He give in so much to me that there are times he just don like the way i am.
But he accepted it.
I greatly apppreciate and i know for things that you done, you did it for me!
I promise you i will never give up this love and hold it thru till death.
You're the one i can never ask for more!
Thank you for giving in to me and never give up on me due to my bad points.
I will never give up this love too! As each days goes by, my love for you grow deeper!
<3

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2011-09-04T18:17:00.001+08:00

In two months time, i'll be having my solemnisation!
Almost everything settle!
Left with wedding band and the decorations!
Anticipating to 11.11.11! <3<3

Wanna thanks my dear weiwei for tolerating and giving in to me all this while! Forever my love never change! <3

爱你!

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2010-05-29T01:11:00.003+08:00

Lunch with ♥ wei's at home. DIY Pizza. ^^
Hanwei's hse to see his newly Snowy. :)))

so small and not active. not scare not scare. haha!
KFC dinner at his place.
thereafter town!
brougt a jacket from bershak, one dress 2 tops from cotton on.
♥ my loots today! ^^
wanted to rush to coach to buy wristlet,
but closed!!!!!! SIAN 1/2 lo.
drove back and ♥ wei let me drove his car.
secretly drove 2rounds at the carpark! hee.
home sweet home and ♥ wei went soccer.

IMM dinner with ♥ wei and his family on thursday.
Aijisen for dinner and 2 tops from cotton on! ^^
weets. after tht home and rest.
suppose to go demspey for ice cream, but
♥ wei suddenly donwan, so railway mall for supper.
Jurong point NTUC next.
Shop for pizza ingredients. :))))

steamboat with lovelies on 21st may. :)))
enjoyed and laughter all the way! ^^
slack all the way and cabbed home!
cant wait for next weekend!
pulau ubin for cycling!!! :))

Feel so loved! ^^
Blessed to have ♥ wei with me!

2010-05-16T17:30:00.003+08:00

Jurong East breakfast with ♥ wei and mum!
slept the whole afternoon! HAHA!

BBDC on Sat Morning to apply PDL !
after tht, head to beach road for chicken rice! *yummy yummy*
i find it nicer than queensway chicken rice!
will go back and try someday again! wheeeee.
thereafter head to vivo.
after vivo, outram park for bak kut teh. :))

the soup is nice! slurpppp.

♥ wei

the soup is sooo nice!
home sweet home after tht and MJ! :))))

It's our 40th monthsary on Friday! ♥♥♥♥
hand in hand and walk thru everything! ♥♥
meet up with yiyan on friday night
thanks for the dinner babe! ♥♥♥♥
chatted alot and home! ^^

passed my BTT on 11th May!
woohoo! so happy.
finally pass after failed 3 times!!!!!!

k session with aileen on last friday!!!
she's always dramaaaa! LOL!

Work again tml! Yawnss.
I cant wait for July to come !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheeee.

2010-05-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Irritating! call the whole sg taxi center end up no cab!
From 8.30pm till 9.10pm then board cab lo! tsk.
Today, whole office cook instant noodle and eat.
instant noodle day! lmao.

Iron Man 2 with ♥ wei ytd, free tickets as attending his co's event.
after movie, ♥ wei brought me to selegie for beancurd!
hee! ♥♥♥♥ you!!!! ^^
selegie beancurd thumbs up!!!!

Resting day with ♥ wei at home on sunday!

Batam with ♥ wei, ♥ wei's family and ex colleagues.
Mac breakfast and ferry there early in the morning.
reached there, ♥ wei's family and ♥ wei went for
foot massage!

after massage, head to one shopping mall and shop ard.
till evening, dinner at golden prawn 555!

orderd crabs, gong gong, fish and veg. *pics at fb*
soon after chiong back to ferry station as running late.
the driver sibei zai, drink kan fast!
and the road there no gvt at all. wan cross jiu cross.
unlike here, traffic light here and there.
back home ard 12 plus.
wanted to watch IP man 2, but both of us dead tired.
rest at home instead!

K session with ex-colleagues on thurs night!
nice k session! nice seeing them!
miss those time in office those crazyness!
they're planning another one real soon!
looking forward to it!

dim sum with Li Shing on Wednesday night.
thanks sweeetie for bringing me there to eat ncie dim sum!
KOI milk tea after tht!
then trained home!
nice meet up my dear babe!
hope things goes well for you.
always having fun hanging out with you.

On leave on thurs to par tor with my ♥ wei.
Bringing my ♥ wei for dim sum. :)
Fall in love with you, i'll fall deeply for you.

2010-04-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Queenway for chicken rice in the afternoon! whee.
love the chicken rice there! *yummy*
aftermath, st james to look for cousin,
as there's a flea market over there!
Lot 1 after tht to check taiwan trip price!
either Bali or Taiwan on July! wheeeee~ ^^

Meng Wee's 21st birthday!

drove all the way to sengkang for meng wee's 21st!
eat and chat till 9plus,
head to cathay for chilling session with ♥ wei & his friends.
Ben&Jerry again!
sua tiu to PS starbucks and home sweet home!

Slacking and chilling session with Baobei on friday night.
back home and jigsaw puzzle with my dear woman till 4am!
LMAO! hahaha.

Working tml! goodnight!

our consistant love! <3<3<3<3

2010-04-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

NICE WEEKEND! ^^

Homely for the whole of sunday! :D:D

Market with mum on Sat Morning!
Breakfast with mum! *been ages since i've breakfast with her* :x
Market to buy chicken, curry powder etc,
home and prepare and cook curry chicken and black soya sauce pork!

curry chicken~ ^^

black soya sauce pork.
♥ wei say curry too thick but nice and the pork too salty! haha
nap awhilw and head down to Yiyan's 21st Celebration!

Happy birthday babe! and hope you enjoy your bdae celebration!
aftermath head down to meet my ♥dearest woman and her bf!
dinner at PS and slack and cam whore at cathay!

♥♥♥♥♥♥

sweet sweet love couple

sister love!

Always SISTER! ^^

Ben and Jerry for Ice Cream.

but still i prefer dempsey ben & jerry waffle

us with our ice cream waffle! :)

Movie after tht! NOT NICE AT ALL! *shakehead shakehead*
after movie home sweet home!

Dinner with ♥ cheena buddy on friday night.
after tht head to safra to sing K!
sang all the way till 3am! *wink wink*
对面的女孩看过来, 爱拼才会赢!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
more k session kay? ♥♥♥♥

feel so blessed spending every moment with you!
with you around, i m contented and blessed!
let's stay like this till we get old.
you're my love and my sweetest drug!
♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-04-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

It's 14 of the month again!
Once again, happy 39th Monthsary to us! <3
One month pass again,
And many more months to come! <3<3<3
always and always tgt! ^^
1187 days! and still counting on. :)))

Love you always!

2010-04-11T22:31:00.003+08:00

meet up with my ♥ dearest woman for seoul garden lunch!
after lunch with my ♥ dearest woman, slack ard at taka !
and camwhore. (pics at FB!)
bought a havaianas slipper and socks for ♥ wei,
thereafter train-ed back to JP and continue our chats!
head home after tht!
endless topics and enjoy my day with her!

Meet my 8FPDs after work on friday.
pastamania for dinner!
slack and laughing mad with my lovelies.
lynn aiai, shuling dearest and mabel sis left first,
and we head for our slacking session at coffeeshop!
head home with huili sweet and i m hungry! LOL
♥ wei and me head to 9 head to tabao supper back!
enjoy my day with lovelies!!! ♥♥♥

JB with ♥ wei and ex-colleagues cum ♥ wei 住房客!
wanted to book tickets for genting over there,
but price over there not cheap also!
end up change to batam for one day trip.
shop around there and ♥ wei brought a shirt and short pant,
while i brought nothing! :( hahaha.
dinner at taman garden!
crayfish, black pepper crab, veg, lala, tofu, chicken etc.
woo! nice dinner~ :D:D
after dinner back to sg and head home to change,
meet ♥ esley darling, celeste and shirley to Alantis!
chill and drink with my babes and ♥ wei.
aftermath home sweet home! enjoyable day!!! ♥♥♥

Meet ♥ esley darling for dinner at her hse. :))
order tze char at her hse downstairs.
after tht eat and chat eat and chat.
♥ esley darling, rmb you always have me by your side!!!!!
i'll always be with you! ♥♥♥♥

1184 days and still counting! ♥♥♥♥
always love! :))
sweetest addiction!

2010-04-04T02:33:00.004+08:00

♥ wei's friend open house warming.
at Jurong Point Condo.
the condo so small! and not worth the price.
soon after, KFC for dinner.
aftermath home and MJ with darling esley and celeste. :D
enjoying the MJ session! :D:D

my newly love! gold color~ :D:D

brought samsung ST 550! wheeee!
sibei happy ! thanks ♥ wei!
you make my day!
always put a smile on my face!
muacks ♥ wei!!!

2010-04-03T15:16:00.002+08:00

Lunch with my sis's family and ♥ wei at 5 head.
chicken porridge from there is ♥!
after that go buy tomb sweeping things to burn,
then head to pray pray.
grandfather first then my father.
aftermath, head to suntec and meet dearest shirley
plus her bf & ♥ wei.
dinner tgt at foodcourt and head for moive!

clash of the titans. nice movie!

head to DXO for chilling session!

green apple volka tower.

♥♥♥♥

nice night out! ♥♥♥

stay blissfully forever!
you have mine forever blessing!

selling your card holder? hahahaha

always my dearest woman in my life! ♥

love my ♥ wei wei !!!

2010-04-02T00:40:00.002+08:00

just back from geylang dimsum with ♥ wei, sis and her bf. :)
standard drop le! not as nice as last time le.
after dim sum, durian session! ^^

went down to find ITE cliques ytd at downtown.
the train journey kills~
catch up and chit chatting! ^^
nice gathering! :) :)
after tht ♥ wei came over to fetch me back!
wheee. thanks ♥ wei!

tomb sweeping tml!
after tht heading to get my long wanted camera!
hehehehehe :P

your love is my drug! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
diabetics due to your sweetness! ^^

2010-03-30T22:19:00.006+08:00

*waves*
closing closing closing!!!!!!
month end month end month end!!!!!
say no to month end can? HAHA!
rushing for closing AP = keying loads of invoices!
but anw, this week short short week!
gonna get over soon!!!!
Wei come over to fetch me after my OT-ing. <3
bought Mr Bean tang yuang for me as dinner. <3
love him to bits!

Selegie for beancurd ytd after visit wei wei's mum.
glad tht she's fine now. ^^
Selegie beancurd is always one of mine fav! :D

ITE cliques having chalet tml and thur,
hope i m able to join them and catch up with them!
last saw them was during my bdae, but dint get to chat much!
so hope i'll be able to join them either wed or thur to catch up with them!

alright continue my drama, 老友狗狗! ciaos.

1172 <3<3<3

2010-03-28T21:34:00.003+08:00

weekends over ! back to work tml.
SIANNNN! even thou short working week,
but OTssssss! needa stay back and do closing!
tiring week!! :(

queensway for chicken rice on sat! *yummy*
satisfied meal with my wei wei~
kinapper after tht, wasnt tht great as i thought.

tomb sweeping this morning, wei's family side.
next week mine family side.
alot of ppl and cant find parking lor! -.-

cant wait for next month to arrive! hees. :p

with you around, i feel so contented! <3<3

ps: don let me wait in vain when u know u cant make it.

2010-03-25T20:17:00.003+08:00

Have been a good girl recently.
go home after work and chase my 富贵门! ^^

Oh ya, from one year contract staff,
i've been converted to perm staff! whee~
at least no need to worry once contract end!
plus pay increase! weets!!!
benefits gao gao also!
feel very lucky to be part of the company!

Miss my 8FPDS!!!!!
when are we meeting up fpds!
plan plan plan!
I want to see you girls soon! ^^

Going to watch kinapper tml~
weets, finally able to watch the movie.

Craving for queensway chicken rice! *yummy*

1167days, 38th! always love! <3<3<3

2010-03-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

my dear shirley ask me to start blogging!
but i doubt i'll do it often, but will try yea? LOL

firstly congrats on my dear shirley,
she's feeling happy with her lover boy now!
and we got the same anni date!
14 is our loves! <3<3<3<3
dear, i really feel happy for you upon seeing u feeling happy and blissfully.
must always stay like tht ok!
rmb, i m always here for you! ^^

just back from sunway lagoon with wei wei and colleagues~
strike off one place tht i want to go!
but it wasnt tht nice as i thought.
still, i m enjoying it ! ^^
went KL for a little shopping~ bought quite a numbers of tops. :x
so tired during the trip.
thou it's a short get away, but it's contented!

getting Samsung ST550 next month!
woohooo~ sibei happy and excited! ^^

going to watch 富贵门 now~
so nice~~~

our love will continue and goes on. :)

2009-11-10T10:15:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !

I M BACK BLOGGING!!!

Meet up with my cheena BFF! went expo with her cos she told me robinsons sales!
end up, NUM, charles and kieth etc.. wanted to go there buy cosmetics etc,
but but but, queue too long, end up empty hand back.
dinner at IMM with cheena BFF. and back home !
Cheena, hope you like the pressie ah~ :D:D

Sat, town with precious. (:
bought longchamp bag for my dearest shuling!
share by 8FPD! *hope you like it*
then head to coach and get wristlet for my cheena BFF!
dinner at sushi tei with precious..
walk over to find precious's friend and tao huey for supper.
home sweet home watching HK drama !

Friday night, rebel with my darlingsss !!
woooo... drink drank and no drunk!

surprise cake for dearest !

Hope you enjoy with us !!

i've book my BTT on 24th November!
woohoo! my starting journey to gt license!

work wise, i tender my resignation letter!
last day on 20th November!
starting new job on 7th December. woo hoo!
accounts assistant! new start journey towards my career!
strive hard towards my new career!

another 2months, our 3rd year anniversary!
time files. it's been 3year tgt!
looking forward to our anniversary date !

Everything have change...
no longer the one i know.
i know, everyone will change.
mayb i cant accept it.
Things arent the same anymore....

2009-09-30T14:32:00.003+08:00

boo. it's been so long since i last update my blog! so rusty. :P

meet esley darling for dinner on monday!
head out to 900+ for ban mian ..
and slack one corner and catch up with one another. (:
love slacking with my darling ! <3

head out to JP to buy goodwood snow skin durian mooncake.
then breakfast at KFC. their porridge quite nice!
next time can go KFC for breakfast ! haha.
home and pass mooncake to mum and slack till 2plus
head out to meet cherrie baobei, lynn aiai, shuling dearest and pearlyn honey
last sunday at Jurong Point Safra for kids amaze.
after that, slack at hans for some chit chatting session !
then went back home for dinner!
mum cook fried bee hoon ! yummy. nice nice.
after that, home and MJ with them. :)

Precious and me went to taka far on sat.
walk over to mooncake fair.
bought 3box of mooncakes from conrad.
1box for mum, me and precious's mum. (: (:
then with that 3 heavy boxes, we head to cine for dinner.
LJS for dinner, then walk awhile, and head back.
as both of us were tired..

dinner with preicous over at 900+ for fish soup noodle.
sudden crave, so precious and me went over to 900+ for dinner.
after that head home and wait for TOTO results. LOL
but so sad, wealth of GOD never come find me. :(
after that, wii with precious! keep lose to him. urgh!
play till hand pain. :( haha.

meet my darlings on 22 September to celebrate YM's bdae.
alot of pictures, go fb and see. lazy to upload.
or you can go my darling's blog and peep. hahaha.
train down tgt with mabel sis, huili sweet shuling dearest and ym.
so concidence saw joanne and say hui there!
craps and jokes around. :)
then laughter and web caming.
soon after, precious fetch lynn aiai back and home sweet home.

ahhh. i forget last few weeks already!

short updates ya! <3

991 days tgt with bf!
1000days approaching! HAHA.

ily~

2009-09-23T09:25:00.003+08:00

You will never know tht 3 sentence to me was how hurtful !

sigh...

2009-08-19T10:44:00.002+08:00

last update is on 27 July!
cant recall what i've done.
just a brief update! HAHA.

16 August 2009 SUNDAY

Went chubchub full month in the afternooon.
dint manager to talk pic with ni ni and chub chub! :(
off to pick up precious's mum and facial after tht..
then dinner at home. mum cook curry chicken! *yummy*

15 August 2009 SAT

Suppose plan to hit town.
Both precious and me are so lazy,
so decided to stay home and MJ..

14 August 2009 FRI

31st Monthsary !!!!
suppose to be on half day leave to meet my darlings..
but my manager last min don let me go.
fuck lor, approved liao don let me go! wtf.
meet precious at vivo after work..
then dine at barcelos. not tasty at all.
shop around and bought some make up thingy.
train back home, changed and movie at JP!

at first i find it boring, but overall still okay!

10 August 2009

JB with precious.
precious drive in! HAHA.
but he only know how to drive till city square. LOL
so shop at city square and back to sg.
chomp chomp for dinner! :D:D

09 August 2009

Head east coast with precious for cycling!
It's been so long since we go there for cycling!

before heading out..

on the way there...
rent a double bicycle.. precious is infront!
cycling all the way, while i m there relaxing. opps. :x

the bicycle tht we rent.

resting. haha.

from 2plus to 5plus.
85 for minced meat noodle after tht.

yummy yummy!!!!

head home after tht and MJ again!

08 August 2009

Cousins gathering cum nephew birthday!
went down boon lay for bbq session with cousins!

two nephews

family photo

my cute nephew..

happily eating cake

01 August 2009

darlings gathering and esley darling bdae celebration.
met honey and hit town to meet the rest
ding tai fung for lunch and shop around.
soon after, shirley pie came and join us.
then precious too. head to bugis to find esley darling
and settle our dinner. steamboat! :D:D

sweetie pie and me!

steamboat session!

demspey for ice cream!

alright, update till here.

going movie with precious later!
update again!

2009-07-27T20:55:00.003+08:00

meet precious at gek poh to get shaker fries! HAHA!
he knew i want to eat, so meet me there to get it! <3
back home and precious cook dinner for us.
both of us ate a lil as ate shaker fries earlier on. (:

RIP SANJEEV!
you will always be remembered.
one moment, i m talking happily with you,
another moment, you are not around already.
I still cant believe you are at the other world.
i really hope you can come back office and joke with us.
it's really saddening to heard abt the news.
We will never forget you and always rmb you.

alright, just a short update. ^^

2009-07-26T21:27:00.002+08:00

MEIFONG LOVE HER PRECIOUS! <3

25 JULY 2009

breakfast with preicous at siloso beach. complimentary breakfast.
after that back to hotel to pack up.
train down to vivo, and bought drinks plus carl's junior.
then cabbed back home as take alot of things. HAHA
home and mahjong till 4plus.
then prepare and head out!
go get my shaker fries first and head to town.
collect my pull and bear jeans and walked around.
then shaw hse to meet sweetie pie.
drove down to balestier for bak ku teh. (mmm)
the soup there so yummy! *slurp*
after tht nowhere to go, so head home!
and mahjong till around 3! *yawning*

24 JULY 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
on leave, and head out to get my dress from aileen.
then home with breakfast and head out again!
cabbed to fetch vivian, then to vivo.
meet esley and sweetie pie tgt for lunch.
lunch at food republic. :D ^^
then giant for some snacks and bought my tealights.
soon after esley darling left, as she gt to work .
after giant, search for photo frame,
then to purchase cake and my accessories.
after everything is done, cabbed down to siloso beach resort.
check in, and place the presents and photo frame,
plus arranging the tealights.

the heartshape with my present and photo frame.

the tealights tht i arrange.

since the time is still early, so we cam whore inside the hotel.

sweetie pie! <3

vivian

mummy with daughter

my sweetie pie! love her soooo much!

soon after, prepare to head out to meet precious!
it's my first time putting fake lashes!
all thanks to vian for helping me! <3
after prepare, cam whore again!

the dress tht i bought and he nv saw me wearing this before!
*but comments from him is i look old with tht dress* :(

sweetie pie again!
*iloveyou, youloveme, wearehappyhaojiemei*

thanks both for the accompanied! <3

^^ *lovelove*

three of us cam whore.

head out to take tram back to vivo to meet precious!

while waiting for the tram.

fake lashes. haha

faster rush to meet precious as i m late!
then off sweetie pie and vian go off!
precious and me head to cafe del mar for dinner.

<3

the view from our place.

cafe del mar is a nice place for relaxing !!
after dinner, take a stroll over there.

happy you = happy me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! <3

cherrs call me and pak ka with me. :p
so i told him i wan go find my fren at hotel!
and when i open the door, we went in,
HE WAS SHOCKED TILL HE ALMOST TEAR!
*clapclap* success to surprise him! hees
felt so touched when he came over and hug me,
whisper a thank you and i love you!

the light up tealights!

precious with tealights!

precious with the arrangements!

lonely waiting for precious. lol.

<3

my fav pic!!!

my love!

precious present! *hugo boss watch*

precious keep on saying thank you ! haha.

he keep playing with the mirror. lol

precious at bathtub! haha

soon after, called for the cake,
it's swensen ice cream cake!!!! ^^

singing birthday song for him

blowing candles.

HAPPY 26th birthday! <3

while eating the cake, watching gem of life at lappy.
and precious fell asleep while i surf the net! haha.
overral, i hope my precious enjoy everything!

note: precious, it's not abt how much i spent,
but it's abt all the fun moments tgt!
all the happiness tgt with you!
someone ask me, is everything worth doing it,
of cos it's worth when someone love you so much,
and you love him so much too!
I LOVE MY PRECIOUS! <3

alright, i m tired.
off to bed!

nights

2009-07-19T22:18:00.003+08:00

updates updates!!!

head down to JP after both of us wake up!

tabao-ed lunch back, and NTUC for tibits!

bought durian strudel and bakerzin cookies&cream chessecake!

after everything home for lunch as super hungry!

then back to my hse and sis's mil there for dinner

Train-ed down to chinatown with precious ytd.

source for redang fees etc..

but sad to say, all fully booked. :(

sure try luck online then.

soon after city hall to collect precious graduation pic.

walked around the plaza..

then walked to 'one fullerton' there for dinner.

dine at 'PALM BEACH'.

after dinner, jio-ing 'ka' for MJ. :P

sadly, no MJ kahkis free ytd.

home and decided where to go.

wanted to go sing k, but too ex.

pester precious to go geylang for dim sum super.

sweetie pie join us for supper at geylang too!

after dimsum supper at geylang, walked over for durian too!

after everything home sweet home!

love my precious so much! he's the one who make my day! <3>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE PIE! <3

older one year le, must learn how to take things easy okay.

there's alot of ups and downs, learn to take everything easy.

will always be here for you sweetie pie!

I love you being with me everytime! <3>

meet up with mabel and angeline after work!

dine in at BENTEN CAFE for dinner. :D

the soupy ramen so nice! esp the soup!!! *yummy*

randomly, we went MJ at mabel's bf place.

everything ended around 1plus, cabbed home.

nice session with them. ^^

Geng MC again to meet my sweetie pie dearie.

vivo first, walked around,

and when we decided to trained down to clementi for party world.

i ask sweetie pie to guess what i got for her.

and she totally have no idea what i've buy! :p

soon after took out the burberry wallet share by mabel & precious,

and pass it to her. ^^ she was so happy then. HAHA

trained down to clementi and catching up sessions! <3

always love catching up session with her!

bought subway and pack inside our bag!

then head over to sing ! she's so crazy! shouting singing!

love hanging out with her!! <333

let's sing!

the birthday sweetie pie!

she's cam-whore.

sister always!!! <3>

enjoying so much fun inside the partyworld!

so long since i last sang with her! <3>

dear, arrange again!!!!

after tht cabbed to holland v for crystal jade buffet.

while waiting for the food to arrive, cam-whore..

she's happy!

she's so in love with her new wallet!

happy her...

dearie, nv kiss me!!! :p

steamboat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

her classic pic!

she's crazy, she eat alot alot alot of xiaolongbaos!!!!!

she's so in love wtih the char siew bao! lol

just nice, when she went toilet, precious came with the cake.

light up candle while waiting for her to come back.

sweetie pie with bdae cake!

once precious reach, throw in all the prawns!

cos he's peeling for us! :p hees

all the prawns he peel for us!! <3

sister always!

sweetie pie eat 2times of this portion!!

after steamboat was alrdy 11plus!
so waited till 12, wished sweetie pie and back home! <3
enjoyable day with sweetie pie!!

town with precious on Wednesday.
went DFS to shop for sweetie pie pressies!
Halfway, precious stomach pain, so he went toilet and i walk around.
eye on GUCCI TOTE BAG! cost $980!!
but soon going to increase to $1040! :( so gien to buy!
after tht head to burberry shop and bought our gift to sweetie pie,
and trained down to novena for VIENNA BUFFET!
but wasnt really enjoying cos gastric! :(
but overall the food there was okay. ^^ thanks precious for the treat! <3

14/07/09

HAPPY 30th MONTHSARY TO PRECIOUS!!! <3
HAPPY 2YEAR and 6 MONTHS TOGETHER!
was OT-ing in office. :(

Shopping with precious last weekend! ^^

meet up with mabel, cherrie, yunxuans, huili, joanne & shirley.
coffee bean to slack, holland v for steamboat, cold rock for ice cream,
then wala wala for some drinks!
so nice hanging out with my girls!

the xlbs!

the steamboat!

the ladies!

at wala wala!

thursday meet up with mabel, sandy, shuling, huili and angeline
boon lay for strinrays and lalaaaas!!!
nice dinner and hanging out tgt! ^^

okay, back to work already!!!!

Precious bdae this coming friday!!!
cant wait to celebrate with him!!! <3
it's the 3rd time celebrating with him !

2009-07-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

Precious finally bring me to watch GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST!
Nice show! it's so touching!

Am very sick of working!
Working with a manager like mine really making me stress!
Task given, deadline end of day,
everything given, deadline is less than 1 week!
On hand still got so many things to do,
Then deadline still so short!
How to do current task and new tasks!
I really dont know how.

Rant rant rant rant!

meeting up my ladies on thurs and friday!
cant wait!!!!!!

I love my precious so much!
Never fail to be a good precious! <3

2009-07-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

Feeling so sleepy now!!

Went lunch today with precious and mum.
'Soup Restaurant' for lunch at JP.
Yummy lunch with precious and mum! ^^
NTUC to buy tibits and cup noodles,
bring to office and stock up! HAHA..
after tht drove down to tanjong pagar,
precious and me doing facial!
after facial, pasir panjang to tabao dinner.

04072009 - M Hotel with Precious!

Breakfast with mum and precious!
head down to salon to have hair cut!
Goodness, fringe so short, and my length shorten too!

I look so nerd. :(

then home to look after my nephews.
bout 3, faster rush home and prepare.
then train down to Lucky Chinatown.
Both precious and me buy 2 bottles of perfume! *happy*

Gucci Envy Me!

Anna Sui, Live Your Dream (limited edition 2009)

Mont Blanc, Star Walker !

Simply Pure!

after tht, train down to M hotel for our dinner.
had laksa and chicken soup base at first.
but the chicken wasnt tht nice, so change to tomyum.
laksa steamboat was nice!! dint get to try shabu shabu.

Precious keep taking crabs and peel for me. <3
desserts time! durian puree. so nice!
after dinner, cabbed down to paragon to find Hanwei and Matthew.
chit chatted and train back!

Suppose to go movie with precious's friends,
end up last min cancel.
dinner at home and back to precious hse.
nothing much. boring friday! HAHA

met fau on wed for some chit chatting session!
love catching up with her.
we have endless topics to chat!
shall meet up again for endless topics!
love you fau!!!

going to meet my lovilies darlings on friday night!
for steamboat at holland!
looking forward to friday! <3

it's JULY!
time files.
hoping to change a new job soon!
but after increment! (:
shld i wait till get bonus then change,
or after increment? *thinking*

alright, very tired liao!

precious's bdae coming!
3rd time celebration tgt! <3
and soon 30th tgt!

2009-06-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

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2009-06-29T21:36:00.004+08:00

SO TIRED...

Woke up late! so asked Eugena to fetch me to work!
shift over to new seating place!
love my new seat! can surf net and no one can see liao! <3
home for dinner, and mum cook alot of dishes!
yummy!!

have alot of chit chatting session with my lovelies last week and this week! <3
meeting fau on wed and darling on thur or fri. :D

BF went for massage ytd at tiong bahru as he's neck is still pain.
after massage went to have pasta for lunch! *thou bf don like*
early in the morning told BF tht i've been craving for Carbonara pasta.
and so, we went pasta for lunch! :D:D:D
order Carbonara Pasata, yummy yummy!
after which marina square for some window shopping!
almost brought a heels, but no size. :(
so walked around and went back for resting as both of us are tired!
back to my own hse to look after little niece~ :D

BF went soccer on sat morning!
asked him tabao lunch back from JP~ yummy lunch.
after tht, napped, and off to BF mum's fren bbq.
BBQ ended, meet dear for some late nights chat!
meet her at JP, and we went NTUC to buy our barangs,
then head to playground, chit chatted!
after tht cabbed home.

Meeting dear and cheena for steamboat session on friday after work.
crave for steamboat again, and jio my BFFs to go for steamboat.
trained down to bugis and walked over there.
after our steamboat session, walked over to esplanade.
slack there and catch last train.
reach JP, stroll at NTUC then cabbed home.

Was on leave on thurs as dad's birthday.
how i wish he was here with us to celebrate tgt! :(
so buy all the foods, prayed, burn incense for him.
then lunch tgt with relatives, and home with BF!
napped, and went back to look after little niece,
as bro&his wife went BKK for holiday.
so tired and taking care of baby is not easy. :(

OT-ing in office on wed. :(
things to clear before i went on leave.
so after everything leave office and meet dear.
chit chatting again and of cos warmth hug to dear!
love meeting my dear so much! <3

dinner with BF on tuesday~
crave for fish&co, so asked BF see he wants anot!
HAHA. i have a sweet and good BF!
he bring me to eat FISH&CO and ease my cravings! <333
2nd month to HLJS! <3

meet vian after work on monday.
dinner and chit chatting session! <3

HAPPY FATHER's DAY AND FIRST MONTH TO J'DON,
i know abit too late to post. HAHA.
went home and run some errands.
after done with my errands, arguement with BF!
so, off to J'don full month alone!
of cos, catch up session with mummyjo!
and BF send me a msg to apologise! <333
back to BF's hse and dinner!

BBQ on last last sat!
after bbq, went movie with BF and his frens
movie : DRAG ME TO HELL!
goodness, the noise tht's making us scary! LOL
home after tht!

alright, enuff of my one week!
lazy lazy, gg to sleep le.

message to dear: dear i know everything you are going thru now.
i know it's hard but you have to be strong to overcome everything.
everything tht happen, you must learn to pick urself up.
and to be a stronger person.
what's happen already happen, put it in a past and leave it for memories.
start a new afresh and new path!
don regret anymore. there's nothing to regret.
dear, don forget, i m always there for you.
call me anytime and i'll fly there!! <3
i donwan to see you tears again, it make me feel so heartache.
hugs hugs.

I love my BF! pamper and loved by him!
love love !! <3
140107 till now!

of cos i love all my ladies! <3
more meet up alright!

2009-06-18T20:05:00.002+08:00

MEIFONG IS STILL WORKING!

working alone in the office now.
*hungry*!!
waiting for BF to come fetch me later.
i wan tabao macaroni goreng from pasar malam later!
i wan food now !!! hungry hungry!

got so much things to do !
so many changes and i have to change here and there.
kan sian lor! :(
but what to do!

i m waiting for BF to come~ <3

2009-06-17T15:22:00.002+08:00

Amanda:

Read ur blog, and know what happen to you.
it's really saddening to see what u're going thru.
but you got to stay strong and go thru everything alright!
everyone is with you right now!
stay strong to go thru everything! <3

GOD, BLESS HER AND HEAL HER!
LET HER GET WELL SOON!

loves!

2009-06-17T14:55:00.002+08:00

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2009-06-16T16:31:00.006+08:00

BOOHOO! back back for updates! ^^

16 June 2009
meet up with ladies (bel, Cherrie and Yunxuans) for DINNER at POPEYE!
walked there and eat and chat!
nice day man! i love chit chatting with them! <3

13 June 2009
Went over to JAYDON's first birthday.
can down as gifts is too big. HAHA
SO CHUBBY and BIG already. HAHA

after awhile, walked to Sun Plaza for a short walk..
then bus to sembawang shopping center.
MOF for desserts. yummy durian and hazelnut!
soon after, trained back to JURONG to look for my ladies.
BBQ sessions. so many babies~
BF help to set up the BBQ fire and soon after,
kailun's BF and BF bbq-ing the food!
THANKS SO MUCH ! APPRECIATED ALOT!!!

2 - 3 of JUNE 2009
exams period !
after last day of papers, down to novena find BF!
dine in at CURRY HOUSE,
DAMN EXP! no more second time.
after everything, home sweet home.

31 May 2009 - Singapore Flyer

Cab over to Clark quay as BF worked, and i studying.
bel came shortly! and chatted, surf net, and studying. HAHA
soon after, BF came with his free gifts!
he tell me i'll be happy + sad!
ask him why sad? he told me cos today not special occasions!
HAHAHAHAHA. SO CUTE!
parted with bel, and go over to sg flyer.
popeye for dinner! yummy!!!

walking in

HAPPY US going in.

we are going in! HAHA

can u see me? HAHA

it's me inside the cabin.

love my boy!

the one that i love!!

happy us!!

19 May 2009

BF Graduation Ceremony. sibei early wake up.
MY BF IS SO HANDSOME ! wearing that grown. LOL

going up the stage. LOL

both his fren. took video of him. no pics. LOL

BF and his mum

us!!

good frens!

handsome BF!

finally graduate liao, so happy!!!!

buddy buddy!!

his mum so cute! graduate liao. HAHA. :x

us with his mum!

with the teachers!

grab a chance to take pic with BF! HAHA

he bao niu. LOL

after ceremony, head to far east for Glare (dunno spelling)
ice cream waffles. yummy!

yummy!!

mengwee joined us after that, walk around,
head to cathay for aston! (yummy)

candid shot!

yummy! HAHA

home sweet home after that! <3
great day spend!

Finally changed my BLOG LINK!!
CHERRIE and all my ladies!!
big HUG AND LOVE FOR YOU OKAY!
HAHA

21st June will be father's day,
how i wish my dad is around and celebrate tgt.
eat dinner tgt like one big family.

dear, i've been missing you like hell,
can we meet up soon!!

i love my boy ! <3

2009-06-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

MEIFONG IS HAVING EXAMS LATER!

it's 1.17am and i m mugging.
hope i can do well this time round!
JIAYOU TO MYSELF!! <3

i m lucky to have a good bf! <3

2009-05-18T16:17:00.005+08:00

MEIFONG IS BUSY PREPARING FOR HER UPCOMING PAPERS!!

it's been so long since i last updated..
just a brief updates, next post pics~ :p
been play gardening mama in ds! addicted to that game liao.

ytd was my niece full month celebration.
went JP to hunt for pressies..
so brought 2 romper for her.
and 'BEN 10' pencil box for nephews.
after that home and preparing, slack and eat.

my cute niece! <333

spend my whole sat doing revision with classmate!
so long since i last revise!
have to buck up liao, need to add oil!!

wedding dinner on friday.. BF's friend.
dinner held at yishun. so after work,
home and prepare myself, then fetch his friend and gf.
then off to dinner.
after dinner back home as both of us was damn tired. HAHA

zi-lian ing while at home! HAHA

pathetic one pic with bf!
cos he donwan take pics on that day. ):

meet dearest sis for dinner on thursday.
went over to her side for dinner. (:
order quite a no. of dishes. LOL.
catch up with each others plus some updates.
whenever i m talking to her, feel so comfortable.
she give me a feeling that i can pour everything to her!
thanks sis for always hearing me out!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

MOTHER's DAY dinner!

Woke up super early on Sunday to go to the my 姑丈 funeral.
around 1pm chu bing, and it was so saddening to see them tears.
it make me thinks of my dad. sigh..
so after everything, rest at home.
then head to JP, DIAN XIAO ER for mother's day dinner.
order quite a number of dishes.. (:
then walk around and home after that as i m still tired.

woke up early also. for mother's day lunch.
with bf's family
went to taka, Imperial Treasure Nan Bei Restaurant for dim sum.
so nice! esp the xiaolongbao. drooling..
shall bring my mum go there soon!
after that, BF's mum go gym. and parted with his sis.
then we cant decide where to go also,
cos parking exp, then head to demsey for BEN AND JERRY.
ice cream ice cream! so nice~

then head back home as i got to go to funeral there to help out.

one of the weekend, BF drove me to sg flyers,
to eat POPEPYES!!
it's been so long since i last ate!
i think it was last yr feb when i just came back from BKK!
HAHA. freaking long!

alright, enuff of updates,
back to work!!

will be staying back in office later on.
to clear some stuffs. so tired..

tml BF's graduation ceremony!
gonna see him with that grown. HAHA
will be on leave tml to go tgt with BF!

been tgt with bf for 28months.
so happy to have him with me.
thanks for always being there for me.
no matter how down i m, you are always there.
the pillar of my strength!
i love my bf, he's always that sweet!! <3>

2009-04-30T09:51:00.003+08:00

YAWNSSS!!

so tired now.
been raining this few days,
and make me don feel like working but sleeping! LOL
so hungry right now. HAHA

ytd wasnt my day! so SUAY!!!
HP black out half of the day, and cant charge!
then wristlet left in office!
OMG, cant imagine no money when i m outside!!
so after work met up with sister, leann, serene and vian.
subway for dinner and benten cafe for desserts!
strawberry! recently been in love with strawberry!
HAHA. :D nice ice cream~

ice cream!!

my sweetie pie!! <3

was on MC on tuesday.
so sick that i totally have no strength to walk.
tired ! sleep till evening meet leann for dinner.
after that home sweet home and rest.

back to work! update another day! <3

ilovebf!!

2009-04-25T17:03:00.004+08:00

MEIFONG JIN SU KA GA SHIRLEY JIA ZHA ZHANG! LOL!!!

my dearest sister!! <3

above was our breakfast! share with each other.
it's the first time having breakfast tgt~
and of cos i enjoy the time being tgt!
loads of things to chat too desipte of some arguements,
sister = no matter what conflicts there is,
we are always able to solve out and be back tgt again.
planning to have more breakfast tgt again!!

after that, acc sister to NTUC to get her cup noodles and stuffs.
then head to meet dearest to complex.
had a swim till 2plus, and back home.
watching GEM OF LIFE. till now, he's napping,
while i m using the lappy.
suppose to eat dinner with sis, going AMK to eat crabs.
but, she need to go pray pray today, so nt going le. ):
still planning where to go later. HAHA..
shall see how later~

meet up with sister, aileen, leann, louis and serene.
pizza hut for dinner and coffee bean slacking.
chat alot of stuffs tgt!
planning chalet and steamboat! <3
hoping for next gathering! HAHA
reach home 12plus. and michelle was waiting for me to online.
so KAN TONG!!!
michelle is <3 !!

when i m back, dearest was so tired.
so sorry to make u wait for me till so late.
love my dearest so much!! <33

sister, i really love and enjoy ur accompanied.
let's hang out tgt soon again!!
i m really happy to have you! love love..

DEAR ALL, IF U ARE USING SINGTEL LINE,
PLEASE MAKE URSELF FREE FOR 5 TO 10 MINS,
MAKE A TRIP DOWN TO JURONG POINT AND FIND MY FRIEND,
AILEEN! HELP HER DO SOME SURVEYS.
THANK YOU!!!! <3

MENGWEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2009-04-24T14:00:00.004+08:00

MEIFONG IS SO FULL!!

Had lunch at new place today.
ate yong tau foo.
suppose to be very hungry,
but now, super full!!!! laughs.
I m so tired now! feel like sleeping.
YAWNS.

SISTER, MAI ZAI JIA SWENSEN BREAKFAST SI BO!
WA EH SISTER JIN GAO J**! HAHAHAHAHA

I LOVE HLJS!! <3

tml will be going swiming with dearest,
then to town~ (:

2009-04-23T14:12:00.002+08:00

MEIFONG IS BUSY TODAY!!!!

so busy, have to key in this and that.
check this and that.
till now still keying,
but somehow, feel like doing some updates. HAHA
lunch in today in office,
eating cup noodles. :D:D
msg-ing with my sis..
OMG OMG, i cant believe the whole morning till now,
we keep replying in hokkien! HAHA.
SIS, LI AI KA WA LIM SOURSOP AND DRAGON FRUIT OK!
LAUGHS. that's how we msg - ing each other.

ytd meet up with mabel sis and sister~
dine at complex, sushi! <333
chat thru out the dinner!!
have so much things to talk about.
talk till 9 le, we also dunno.
so faster bill and home sweet home. :D
as usual, GEM OF LIFE! HAHA.

alright, i m going back to my work!

shirley, i m waiting for the ultimate ice cream!!!
the big big big ice cream.

BF starting work soon!! <33

2009-04-22T09:34:00.002+08:00

Gabrielle is so cute~ :D:D
went to visit my 二嫂 ytd plus see baby Gabrielle,
姐夫 send us there.
baby Gabrielle is so chubby!
really look like my bro! gosh~

photos!!!!

sister with baby Gabrielle

so chubby ! haha

2009-04-21T13:59:00.006+08:00

Have a NICE lunch with my Accountant!
went to pioneer food village there and eat.
order 苦瓜鱼头，菜 and tofu. so nice~
the 苦瓜鱼头 is so nice!! yummy~
next time will be heading there and eat!
miss it so much..
after work will be going down to KK hospital to visit my dasao and niece.
so excited!! cant wait to see my niece! Gabrielle!!
last week we will discussing when will she come out,
she finally finish her spa, dress up, make up hao hao and come and meet us!
laughs. my da sao so funny.
faster 530pm, so that can go see baby Gabrielle ~
msg-ing with shirley now. OMG, i can read and laugh at the same time.
she hor, keep msging me dirty stuffs. OMG, buay tahan her.

meet up with vian and sister after work ytd.
dine in at BENTEN CAFE.
order baked rice and shag to share.
and NEVER GIVE UP ICE CREAM!
so nice.
sister, i wan to eat ice cream again leh.
ice cream ice cream!
lyn meet us soon! so that we can have the ultimate wan!!
laughs.

i always have so much fun with sister around.
argue-ing and laughing tgt with her.
seeing her smile and laugh and cursing,
really make me feel so much relieved!

<3<3<3<3

heart him~

cant wait to meet up with bel and sister tml!!
bel, rmb my pocky~

2009-04-19T11:00:00.002+08:00

LOVE IN THE AIR~

back for a short updates! :D:D

Took urgent leave on thursday to PEI sister..
met her around 830 and left for breakfast at vian's hse.
after breakfast, slack till 12 then off to ICA building.
done with some errands and train down to V8cafe.
OMG OMG OMG! i love the wedges there.
It's so freaking nice! esp the cheese~
you know what? we order 2plates of wedges,
and we finished it off.

SO NICE!!!!

Camwhore at V8 cafe.

after everything, still back tgt.

love my sis dearly.
after that, went illuma to walk as gals haven been there.
sister have to prepare for lesson and we cabbed back.

note: sister, i know you've been feeling very down recently.
things that happen u cant accept it.
i know how it feels and if me i also cant accept it.
but dear, you got to know that, u have to be strong ok.
everything that happen, there will be a solution ok.
you have to learn when things happen and pick urself up.
in order to be strong person that learns everything.
this is ur obstacle that u have to face.
face it bravely alright!
you always have me with you <3

always with <3

went to work as usual on friday,
alot of things to be done ! and i get it done on the dot! ^^
after work went home and watch tv and msn - ing.
then prepare and off to selegie. beancurd with more syrup.
slurps. HAHA ^^ cravings for more beancurd! HAHA
drove down to timah for pool session with his frens.
but dearest frens haven reach,
and i play with my darling boy. Lost to him badly. =((
when two couples reach,
we were there playing the soccer thingy. i duuno what it called.
HAHA. so fun~ :p
after everything, then went over to eat prata!
bel, i saw the frog leg! but we dint eat that night. haha.
reach home abt 4plus. yawns..

work up ard 12the next day,
prepare and off to JP to look for pressie.
then to venez hse. her bibi first month.
dint get to take any photo!!
chat with qia and siew and venez too!
after that home and steamboat!
so hot so hot!
whole day was so hot!!!
and dearest boy was so sweet,
he cook everything for me,
whereby i just sit down there,
and ingredients fill up my bowl. HAHA. :P
love my dearest boy so much!!

ilovemy boy!

dearest boy is always so sweet !! <3

2009-04-14T09:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 27TH MONTHSARY TO DEAREST! <3

being a daughter accompany mum's to hospital,
is counted as BUSYBODY!

so hurt so hurt by your words.

try hard to forget what i've heard from you.

2009-04-12T17:33:00.003+08:00

pMEIFONG IS HUNGRY!!!!!

since i got nothing to do, i shall do a lil update.
i m very hungry now. my mum's cooking now.
nv go out whole day, just at home watcing HK drama.
lazy to go out as tml working le...

ytd suppose to go town with bf in the noon,
but both of us will tired, and we slept till 5plus. LOL
and his mum called us go dinner tgt with his sis.
headed to IMM long beach for dinner.
after that, bf drove me to town for some window shopping.
saw a dress and jacket from espirit($129)!
dearest say he will get the espirit jacket for me when he got his 1st pay!
*jumping around* lol
after that walk around and we decided to go selegie for beancurd.
seeing the ppl there we almost faint!
so we tabao ! i love selegie beancurd, but i prefer geylang wan. haa.
soon after, drove back home and eat beancurd,
then watch HK drama *Gem of Life*!

fri was a public holiday! went facial at dearest's sis hse.
facial was great and comfortable. :D
dearest was there waiting for me. (:
after that mac delivery and prepare,
dearest drove down to bugis, bugis village,
then to the new bugis shopping centre, then to junction.
and settled our dinner at V8 cafe. omg, i love their wedges!
after that, drove back home, as dearest and i wasnt feeling well.
bought 1top, 1 dress and a platform. :D

wasnt feeling well on thur, diarrhea.
so MC on tht day! OMFG, got so many things to do,
and i still MC, jialat!
mon gonna be a torturing day~
cos need t rush!!!!!

mesy table!!!

mini mahjong!! LOL

he's always so sweet! thanks dearest for being so sweet.

alright, mine dinner is here~
gonna have my dinner now!!

bye, next post soon ya.

2009-04-09T15:31:00.001+08:00

Stomach pain and diarrhea!

the feeling is so awful!

stop the pain please!

going to rest now. bye~

2009-04-07T14:01:00.002+08:00

A beautiful poem i found in my email,
a father wrote to her 10months old baby
who had brain cancer...

Just for this morning, I am going to

smile when I see your face and laugh

when I feel like crying.

Just for this morning, I will let you

choose what you want to wear,

and smile and say how perfect it is.

Just for this morning, I am going to step

over the laundry and pick you up and take you to

the park to play.

Just for this morning, I will leave the

dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put

that puzzle of yours together.

Just for this afternoon, I will unplug

the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with

you in the backyard and blow bubbles.

Just for this afternoon, I will not yell

once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and

whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one

if he comes by.

Just for this afternoon, I won't worry

about what you are going to be when you grow up, or

second guess every decision I have made where you are

concerned.

Just for this afternoon, I will let you

help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you

trying to fix them.

Just for this afternoon, I will take us

to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can

have both toys.

Just for this evening, I will hold you in

my arms and tell you a story about how you were

born and how much I love you.

Just for this evening, I will let you

splash in the tub and not get angry.

Just for this evening, I will let you

stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.

Just for this evening, I will snuggle

beside you for hours, and miss my favorite TV shows.

'Just for this evening when I run my

finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be

grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.

I will think about the mothers and

fathers who are searching for their missing children, the

mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's

graves instead of their bedrooms. The mothers

and fathers who are in hospital rooms

watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming

inside that little body
And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold

you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then,

that I will thank God for you, and ask him for

nothing, except one more day..............

it's gave me a feeling of me missing my dad.
4months pass~
time filies.

2009-03-30T16:43:00.002+08:00

OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!

i just go toilet just now and i see my tooth,
i open my mouth big big,
and i saw behind a gum got white white.
i tot eat something diao at there,
to my surprise, it's not. it's hard~
and look like teeth! ahhhhhhhh~
WISDOM TOOTH!!!!!!! jialat. i m scared.
heard many experience, pain like hell~
i cant imgaine if i m the one. ahhh. JIALAT la.
Precious tell me, will fever, mouth cannot close.
pain like hell. OMG, OMG, OMG!!
i wonder how can i tolerate the pain. sigh.

MAY GOD BLESS ME!

2009-03-28T22:48:00.003+08:00

HELLO! I m here to blog~

28 March 2009

early in the morning, precious went for his soccer,
and i done some houseworks, and off to my house.
then back home and wait for preicous to come.
lunch tgt with him, mum cook porridge. :D
after that, took a short nap cos cousins they all damn long.
waiting for them to go tomb sweeping. to 拜 my ah gong.
next sat 拜 my dad! damn hot and sweat like nobody business.
after everything, back home and take a short bathe,
then down to demspey hill. JUMBO JUMBO JUMBO! :D
we order, chilli crabs, black pepper crabs, tofu, chicken,
prawns and you tiao~ that's alot! super full and i cant eat dessert!
no place for my yam paste!
after everything head back home~
and my two nephews damn cute. they watch ghost movie in the noon,
and while on the way back, they cried, cos they think of the horror movie!
hahahaha. so cute~

27 March 2009

Meet darling esley and vivo~
and go ya kun chit chat and craps.
after tat she went for her manicure and waxing,
then precious and me bused down to bugis.
walk around and rest.
then walk to tian tian steamboat, and dine in for dinner.
meatball, lala, fishball, hotdogs~ tomyam soup base! wow.
finally eat steamboat! so happy!!!! :D
after that, faster rush home,
first, cos stomach pain, second, want to rush home for tv! hehe
home, bathe and tv then HK drama and concusss~ LOL

tomyam and chicken!

26 March 2009

precious send me to work today.
and we bought mac breakfast! (:
then after work, suppose to go interview,
but the interviewer got something on, so end up nv go.
then precious come fetch me again~ =)
and boon lay for dinner as i damn hungry!
order stringray, lala and meatball soup! yummy
after that, NTUC for awhile and we bought many things!
HAHAHHAHA. home after that and concuss!

wed, dinner at JP with precious, his mum and sis.

tue, stay in office till 8plus! OT-ing.

mon, mable for dinner! nice dinner and chatting~

sun, morning wake up early for breakfast!
boonlay duck noodle! OMG so nice~
after that home and dinner. but dunno where.
LOL :p

sat, swimming and dinner at old changi airport.
omg, the food there so nice.

alright, enuff of my updates, lazy to recall! haha

tml going to play paintball~
OMG, so sscary!!!
i donwan blue blacks!!

i m craving for apple and durian strudel!
bf say will go down down and get it for me! *happy*

alright, lazy to update already.
be back again! :D

2009-03-24T09:27:00.003+08:00

Raining heavily now. Yawning...

so tired, don feel like working.
so sleepy..

what goes around comes around..
what goes up must come down..

2009-03-24T09:20:00.001+08:00

Alicia Keys - Karma

Karma - Alicia Keys

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
and how you need the space, and give the keys back to ya door
and how i cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me
and still you said the love the was gone and that i had to leave

now you
talkin bout a family,
now you
sayin i complete ya dream
now you
sayin i'm ya everythind
you're confusin me what ya sayin to me
don't play wit me don't play wit me

chorus
cause what goes around comes around
what goes up must come down
now who's cryin desirin to come back to me
chorus again

i rememba when i was sittin home alone waitin for you til 3 a clock in the morn2
and when you came home u'd always have some sorry exscuse
and then explain it ta me like i'm just some kind of fool i sacrified the things i want to just to do things for you
and when it's time to do for me
ya never come through

now you
wanna be up unda me heeey
now you
have so much ta say to me heey
now you
wanna make time for meee
whatcha doin ta me
ya confusin me
don't play wit me don't play wit me

chorus2x

i rememba when i was sittin home alone waitin for you til 3 a clock in the morn
night after night knowin somthin goin on
wasn't long before i be gawa gawa gone
lord know it wasn't e-za believe mey neva thought you'd be the one ta decieve mey
ya neva do what ya supposed to do
no need to approach me boo cause i'm ova you

chorus3x
gotta stop tryin to come back ta me

it's called karma baby and it comes around

*nice song~ * :D

2009-03-17T11:05:00.001+08:00

I m having MYOB later!!!!!

super last min then start to revise!
no confidence!~

i think i will flunk the paper. LOL

2009-03-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 26TH MONTHSARY~

times files, we been tgt for 26 months.
my love for you nv change, infact,
more and more love you. hees. :D
we will be holding hand and go thru alot more months~

i just brought my E63~
*happy girl*

2009-03-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

Meifong is waiting for precious !

stay in office to rush my work,
but there's never ending work!
no matter how much i update,
there's still so many! =(

precious is on the way coming to mine office.
miss precious so much~

i want this phone!!!!!!!!
nice right?
tell me it's chio okay? :p
will be changing it soon~ hees.
so in love with this phone!
*happy girl*

meifong yearn for the past.

2009-03-09T12:55:00.004+08:00

Ina - I Wanted You

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

So in love with this song. =D

this song is for my precious, esp the red wordings. :D
Boy, i wanted you.

2009-03-08T23:11:00.003+08:00

Thoughts have been running thru my mind.

people do changed.
I've changed. You changed too.
things are changing slowly.

it's so difference from the past.

I feel like a stranger.
no longer that close as before.

it's not that i think too much,
but everything is not the same anymore!

*edited*

i wish for the past so much.
yearning for the past.
everything i think, i think of the past moments.
do you still think the way i m thinking now?

it's so hard for me to put aside.
you are part of my life.
i cant believe if one day i put you out of mine life.
i cant make it. i will tears.
but now, it's already so uneasy of you not in my life.
but, i really hope we can be like the past.

i still yearn for all those everyday contacts.
everyday of talking non stop
everyday of craps
everyday of silly jokes.

can we be like the past?

2009-03-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

BACK WITH A LONG POST! =D

Precious is playing soccer now.
while i m waiting for him at home!
going JP later for lunch and get my shoe.
i saw ytd at vivo, but don have my size.
gonna get it at JP today. hehe. happy girl. =D

19 FEBRUARY 2009

after work, meet up with lishing to visit our GOD DAUGHTER!

reach bing's hse and play with claudia while waiting for them to come back.

they came back with our MEGA MAC, share with shing..

after awhile, MJ with them. *hand itchy now* LOL

all the way MJ till 10plus, wanted to have more,

but precious on the way coming to fetch me already,

as tml we need to wake up early!

last round of the MJ, adeline call and ask me go back office. =.=

one of our worker's dad pass away, and he had to go back india.

so i have to ask precious to send me to office and give passport to him.

after sending him to passport, both of us were dead tired.

so faster reach home and hit the bedsheet!

ps: shing is so sweet to buy me strawberry shortcake when i crave for!

thanks shing! :D

20 - 22 FEBRUARY 2009
GENTING TRIP! =D

Fri - woke up around 5plus.
prepare and precious's mum send us to JE.
from JE, train down to kranji and meet MW.
after that, bused down to JB, and bused down to genting.
reach there 1plus, check in hotel 2plus 3pm.
rest awhile, and out for lunch. KFC for lunch. (:
play arcade and went to watch movie.
after movie, head back hotel and rest, while i feel hungry.
so precious bring me down and buy instant noodle! 9ringgit! LOL
after that, watch tv and off to bed!

playing cards in the bus..

they used hand and play. LOL

at hotel while waiting to go late lunch.

precious with funny wig

precious and MW with wig again. LOL

opps. bully!

precious and me. :D

the game we play! so many balls. LOL

gogo ball!

zhi lian~

precious and me again.

Sat - woke up quite early to go for the breakfast.
the breakfast sucks big time! super not nice lo.
after breakfast, walk around and slack slack
after awhile, buy tickets and play theme park!

wanted to play spaceshot, damnit! under maintenance.
last year i went, queue too long! this year i go, repaired!
damnit! main purpose to go there is play spaceshot,
urgh. play, go kart, the merry go round, spiderman,
roller coaster and many more..

while queueing for go kart

precious

super cold~

hiding behind and walk slowly. LOL

after that, left with no more rides to play,
we saw the teddy bear stall, wanted to get moo moo and dolphin.
but end up nv get! =(
and head back to hotel and we pack burger king..
after finish our burger king,
they stay in our room to play heart attack, donkey and dai dee.
after the game i keep thinking abt moo moo and dolphin,
so i pester precious to bring me there again. HEE.
and surprisinly he agree! *happy girl*
precious always treat me so good. hehe
jio MW they all along, and i spend the money like water.
keep change and play and play.
end up get 3 small soft toys! LOL
i still miss the moo moo and dolphin... awwww.
after that, head back to hotel..
and supper, instant noodle again... LOLOLOL.
played cards with them till midnight and slept!
Sun - woke up around 1030, i m the latest to wake up. :P
bathe and prepare, and head for our lunch buffet.
hmm. food was alright. and we sat there for 2hours. LOL
after that, they went to play pool, while me, buy ice cream again!
OMG, i love the ice cream there!
thinking it, make me drool now. the ice cream there is so diff!
it's so much nicer than HERE! ICE CREAM ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!
after pool, and time to go back SG!
wanted to buy ice cream again, but better don! LOL.
took the bus down, and the stupid bus driver,
dunno how he drive, make all of us so giddy and feel like vomit!
and i slept the whole journey. HAHA.
stop at a city for dinner and toilet break,
OMG, the insects there is irritating, fly here and there! ewww.
reach JB around 9plus, and JB custom JAMMED!
out of custom, 11plus. reach home 12 am plus. =(
so tired! back home and unpack and sleep! LOLOLOL.
slept too much that day, whole journey sleep, reach home sleep again. LOL

overall i enjoy my genting trip!

23 FEBRUARY 2009

MC today. wasn't feeling well. headahce and giddyness.
so went down to gek poh to see doctor.
after that, mani and pedi then head back home, and take a short nap.
suppose to wake up at 430 to meet serene.
but but but, i overslept! and reach JP 7plus. :p
after that, they already discuss finish,
and therefore, all of us went to NTUC Extra.
shop and buy what we want and cab back to serene's place.
slacking and chatting and planning.
about 1plus went down to have a light supper.
and back to her place again..
everyone is so tired, and hit the bedsheet after we reach home! LOL

24 FEBRUARY 2009

CONGRATS TO SERENE CHONG!

her BIG DAY~

woke up around 5plus, and prepare.
after prepare ourself, prepare to sabotage.
after finish prepare all the food,
while waiting for the groom to come, cam whore.

all the sisters~

me and shirley

the pretty pretty bride

me and pretty bride

shirley and pretty bride.

when they arrive, hell loads of brothers! LOL
so 1st game, they hve to go downstairs and form a heartshape.

the heart shape they form. LOL
after they came up, they have to blow balloon,
and burst without using hand.
then will be suan(lime)tian(passion fruit)ku(herbal tea)la(bread with wasabi and small chilli)
and there are also question and ans sessions.
after that, he had to break the ice and take out the key,
then when they are allow to go in,
pumping, pole dance, and drink something disgusting. LOL
after everything, head to groom's house.
reach, tea ceremony, and rested..

sisters with them~ (omfg, i look damn fat!)

brothers and sisters~

about 11plus, head to ROM there,
and exchange their vows. awwwww. so sweet! I WANT TOO! :P

wearing ring~

at ROM there with a group photo..

head back to serene's hse after everything is done.
and pack my stuffs, and head back to my place.
prepare and cabbed down to hilton hotel.

the bride welcoming the guest..

coming in with the white grown..

blue grown..

pretty pretty

be blissfully in love~

me and shirley..

precious and me. =)

after everything, precious drive us home.
tired after one whole day~

25 FEBRUARY 2009

meet up with clique after work.
train down to AMK and meet them.
then we head for steamboat!
it's was famous for his porridge steamboat. =D
everyone was so full, and Jo and Sh came out with a cake.
was surprised. after that, sang and laughing sessions.
cam whore of cos! LOL.
after everything, head to AMK hub to play arcade,
and take some neo prints. OMG, it's been so long since i last took!

this are the neo prints. :D
while walking to carpark, camwhore again. LOL
loads of pics, but i m lazy to upload. hehe.

one of the pic we took. LOL~
after that, kenny send me back home. =)
thanks kenny and xinni. :D

ps; thanks for the surprise and of cos thanks for the pressie everyone~

27 FEBRUARY 2009

suppose to meet sister after work to have sushi.
but she changed her mind to meet another fren.
at the same time, QX ask for dinner.
wanted to meet her up! but last min,
i got OT to do! need to help adeline to do some stuffs.
so stay back and work till 9plus.
and she send me to JP, as i m craving for sushi,
and i went NTUC to buy some sushi, and some snacks back.
eat and watch tv and chat with mum. LOL

28 FEBRUARY 2009

meet my sis, and we head to swimming complex,
to have sushi, as my sis's craving for sushi.
omg, i love the potatoe salad over there!
must ask bf bring me go there eat again. hehe.
after sushi, head to sis house awhile.
then back home and prepare then meet up with precious.
train down to vivo to do precious's belt that i got for him.
after that, window shop around. :D

01 MARCH 2009

Precious's sis and me went to shirley mah.
his sis wanted to do rebond, and i color and treatment my hair
total damage that day: $200!!!!!!!!!! broke! =(
reach there 11am, and after my hair done, 430 already.
precious abit sian cos wait for me very long.
after that, head back home and precious drive me down to feng's hse.
by the time i reach, xinni the bdae girl went off already.
but nvm, reach her hse, eat and slack at her hse. :D
at about 8plus, head back home. =)

02 MARCH 2009

Meet up with my long lost BFF~ LOLOLOLOL...
after so long, we finally meet up!
meet her up at central, and dinner.
ban mian for dinner.. after that, KTV session with her..

LOL

what's is she doing? trying to siam the camera? LOL

after that, under a block and chit chat. :D
soon after, back home. =)

03 MARCH 2009

Meet up with shing and bing after work.
suppose to go see claudia, but claudia at bing's nanny hse.
so we meet up at JP for dinner.
dine at 'ding tai feng' ...
while dining, we are there hearing bing's to pour out her sorrows.
after that, we head outside, bing puff puff.
while puff puff, we chatted again,
then we acc shing to shop awhile..
and we head to 'Ji De Chi' for some desserts.
nv ending topics to chat! LOL..
after everything, bused home.

05 MARCH 2009

meet up with precious and mum after work.
treat mum to 'dian xiao er' !
order quite alot of food. LOL

the black chicken soup..

shi quan herbal duck

shark fins. LOL

mangolian spare ribs..

the char siew.

cant finish, and we tabao back! ahahah.
after that, went to NTUC to buy some stuffs,
and kiddy palace, after everything, back home. :D

06 MARCH 2009

orecious going interview.. hope everything goes well for him.
after work, head straight to vivian's hse.
went to see her new born baby.
OMG, so cute ~ many actions and so active.
after awhile, shirley came.. :D
stay there, chatted awhile.

so cute~

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abt 8plus bused home as precious waiting for me.
reach home, bathe, and precious drove down to geylang.
frog leg for dinner. hees. nice nice.
but i still prefer chinatown. hee. :p
after eating, both of us damn full. haha.
and drove down to LIDO to meet shing and her boy.
caught the movie 'bloody valentine'
OMFG, i pay 13bucks sit there and kana shocked!
cover my eyes when digusting scene. LOL
after that, send shing back home and home sweet home.

PS: i enjoy myself with shing, her boy and my precious~ hehe

07 MARCH 2009

went back to my home and slack while precious went soccer..
after that, back to precious's hse...
while he's sleeping, i m surfing net~
after awhile, prepare and went shopping! hehe.
head to vivo again. HAHA.
dine at carl's junior. (:
after that, precious wanted to go zara,
but don have the shirt he want.
so, we walk around, and i saw a fox dress.
but the price not worth the dress. but it's nice.
thinking of whether want to get anot leh. haha.
after that, went in GAP, and under the baby corner,
i saw one set of nice and cute shirts and pants.
so decide to buy for bing's claudia.
after that, head to pull and bear, and i got myself,
one top, one bottom while precious get himself 2tops
after that, train down to JP and buy coffee bean,
then bused home. :D

with precious with me, i m a happy girl. =D
ytd, my mood was really bad and keep throw temper,
but precious still torelate with my bad attitude.
thanks precious for torelating!
i love my precious! :D

alright, done with my update~

waiting for precious call~
hungry hungry hungry.
and eager to get my heels. hehe.. :D

i love my precious as he's always so sweet towards me~
i m a happy girl ....

2009-03-05T16:56:00.003+08:00

i will be back with a long long long post!

photos all haven upload!
will be back with photos and update! =D

i m just lazy to update! opps. :p

i m going dinner with my mum and precious later! :D

2009-02-26T22:53:00.004+08:00

MEIFONG IS HAPPY!!!!!!!

26 February 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ONCE AGAIN!!

lunch treat by colleagues at pionner seafood restuarant!
we order the set lunch, and i love the dong fen! so nice!!!!
thanks colleagues for the treat!
clear alot of my stuffs today again.. =.=
after work trained down to the central.
precious brought me to THE MA MASION,
it's a JAP restuarant. (:
while on the way there, i keep pester precious for presents! LOL
but he keep telling me today don have, sat then buy for you.
*for your info, precious is buying me AGNES B tote bag*
he keep on saying no presents only sat!
pout and went in to the restuarant..
we order the squid ink pasta, napotlian pasta(not sure abt the spelling)
and side orders will be the fried chicken wing. (:

the enviroment there

the view from the place we sat.

the squid ink pasta! taste not bad. (:

napotlian pasta.. i like this! it's very sweet.

their fried chicken wing.

after dinner, i keep grumble!!
i keep grumble to him, my bdae no present no cake!
and he just laughing over there!
i really tot there's no present and cake for me!
so walk a few rounds and cab to precious hse..
and i went to see his fridge, and i saw my apple crumple pie..
awwwwww... =D
after that, lie at precious bed, and pester for presents,
and when i m taking the blanket to cover myself,
I SAW MY PRESSIE!!!!
my agnes B tote bag! awwwwwwwwwww....
i got surprise! cos i tot it's really sat! LOL
so question him when he go buy all this..
he travel down to town on tue to get my bag,
and he travel down today to anchor point to get my apple crumple pie
from jack's place. as he knew that i love the apple crumple pie there!
aww. thanks precious making my birthday so happy!

the agnes B tote bag! (:

the apple crumple pie from jack's place!

after everything, i tot there's nothing else.
then suddenly he switch off the lights,
and sing me happy bdae song for me!
the candles shape is a HEART!
awwww. thanks preciouse....

the heart shape, but cant see clearly..

anw, thanks precious for making so much effort to make me happy!
i m really happy today! (:

and also thanks to those who wish me!
appreciated!!! <3

i m so in love with my precious!!!
you make me fall in love with you even more!
thanks precious for everything..
i love you and i really appreciated everything..

will be back to update serene's wedding, ITE mates celebration,
and of cos my genting trip!

2009-02-26T01:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!

I cant believe i m actually 20 this yr!
I used to tell ppl i m 19 this yr!
OMG, now i have to tell ppl i m 20!
OMG OMG OMG! i donwan step into the twenties world!

random...

ANW, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO ME ONCE AGAIN!

2009-02-15T22:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY & HAPPY 25TH MONTHSARY! <3

14 February 2009

woke up around 10plus or 11, cant rmb,
slack at home and play pet society. LOL
prepare and went out at around 3plus.
off to Jurong Point first,
as huiping official opening today. =)
if you guys wanna have a quick massage,
proceed to level 3 opp golden village
and 10bucks per session. =)
after that, trained down to town.
went taka, and Precious brought his socks,
and we went over to Agnes B.
saw one tote bag which i like it alot!
and Precious gonna get it for me on my bdae.
oh ya, my BDAE is coming! 26 FEB! RMB ah.. =)
after that, head to far east,
hunt for serene's wedding dress.
so brought a white dress from dotti.
after hunt for dress, cabbed down to shangri-la.
dine at there. luckily we make reservation,
full of couples at there! LOL
and so concidence, mabel and her boy sat beside us!
laughs. so first dish is there cold dish,
after half an hour later,
my sis also dine at shangri-la.
but they will at the smoking area,
cos they dint make any reservation.
soon after, mabel left,
and we continue with our desserts,
na li zhi dao, precious go and take one more plate of crabs,
really love to eat crabs! HAHA.
i like their apple cumbles pie & strawberry shortcake!
so nice~ drooling..
done with our desserts, and take a lift from my sis.
drove to Mount Faber for a short round,
and super super alot of people!
after that, sis drop me at precious hse,
and i went up to precious hse and caught HK drama.
that's end of my valentine day!

my precious with the flower

his precious..

shangri-la settings. =)

happy 25th monthsary precious

youngest nephew

both of my nephew.

sister and nephew

sister and me..

LOL!!!!

ps: i enjoy this day with my precious.
and it's our 25th monthsary! =)
3rd time valentine i m with you! cheers

13 February 2009

went to work as usual,
was rather busy when i reach.
at abt 10am,
auntie: katherine(Colleagues call me that), someone looking for you
me: (someone looking for me?) orh..
when i went out, i was surprise,
i saw an uncle, holding a bouquet of flowers,
and ask me to sign on the delivery form.
and i saw my name, and of cos precious name!
so many of my colleagues eyes turn to me! :p
awwww. so sweet! that bouquet of bears with flowers,
make my day! so happy. keep smiling to myself. LOL
thanks Precious.
afer work, meet darling esley for dinner and movie.
dine at Jap rest for ramen,
before going for movie, meet shirley for awhile,
as she help me to buy a pair of heels at charles & kieth
and that was mine bdae gifts from her. =) thanks dear.
and watch the movie, LOOKING FOR A STAR!
nice show! can go watch! =) haha.
after movie, slack awhile with darling and head home.
precious was waiting for me at my hse,
and i went up my hse pack for tml clothing,
and walked to precious hse.
i did not told precious that i received my presents!
and he ask me, did the person send to you?
and i keep asking him what thing?
but he donwant to answer mine question,
soon after, i told him i received! LOL.

the surprise by precious. =)

u make me feel blessed. =)

so in love with it. hees.

ps: precious, really thanks for the surprise.
you know i like surprise, but it's really too surprise.
i dint even thot of that and you did it!
thanks precious, you are always so sweet to me!

11 February 2009

meet up with shirley after work.
trained down to vivo to meet her. =)
shopped for precious valentine gifts.
gave him braun bruffel card holder and a belt.
hope he really like what i want! =)
after shopped for ahwile,
head to food republic for our dinner,
OMG! we order hell lots of food!
we order: fried kway tiao, oyster egg,
chicken wing and laksa! full dao~
after that, trained home.
thanks dear for accompany me to shop for precious gifts.

07 February 2009

woked up quite early that day.
and prepare myself,
after prepare everything,
precious went over JP to fetch MW,Mindy & WK
while waitin for my lunch,
PET SOCIETY again. LOL :P
after lunch, head to MW's hse.
damn scared of MW's pepper. =(
MW: i miss your hse pineapple tarts! hee
soon after, head to WK hse,
play daidi there and head to tampinese mart,
to buy steamboat ingredients!
awww. steamboat! meatball!!!!!!
they brought 4pkts of meatball! LOL
then head to mindy hse and prepare.
and steamboat session start! HAHA.
of cos, i m the one there keep eating meatball!
meatball lover! LOL.
precious keep eating the teppan food.
i think i eat the most meatball ! laughs.
after steamboat, all of us will so full! LOL
after that, play blackjack, make ten, and last, in between,
first few rounds was so lucky that i win $16,
with my capital of 60cents! and i win $15.40!
soon after, all my money gone, and MW win all!
after continue of few match, win back $11bucks. =)
play till forget the time, and when we finish, already 12plus,
rest awhile and we left.
suggest precious to drive to changi village,
since he have to passby there.
saw few pretty aqua! LOL. they were so HOT!
but just that their voice cannot make it!
after rounds over there, send MW back,
and home sweet home after! =)

they look alike? LOL

precious and MW

tml will be dad's 100th day.
days pass so fast..
till now, i still miss his prescence..
sigh

precious: thanks for that bouquet of bears with flowers,
you never done that to your previous exs,
but you did it for me as you know i like.
thanks precious.
you told me you won send flowers to a gal,
but bcos of i like,
you did it for me! precious, i appreciated!
thanks precious. =)
i love my precious so much.
my precious will never fail to pamper me.
thank god i found a good precious like him.
will treasure him like gold! hees. :p
so in love with him.
day and day goes by,
my love for him have become more and more!
i want him to be my last!
we will work hard for our date and future!
love my precious! =)

2009-01-27T10:40:00.007+08:00

MEIFONG IS HUNGRY! =(

BOO! i m back to updates! =)
firstly, HAPPY LUNAR 'NIU' YEAR!!!!!!!
wishing all healthy always and happy always!
most impt, collect more ANG BAOSSSSSSSSSS! =)
cheers

26 January 2009

slept till 12noon then wake up..
mum cook lunch. =)
after lunch, hook on to lappy..
msn-ing & webcam-ing with love..
while sms-ing with xia and feng..
meeting them 4pm at woodlands..
due to my deli taly, i was late! hees.
went Geláre for waffle ice cream..
xia and feng share waffle ice cream,
while i order an apple crumble..
taste so not nice!!!!!
cam whoring there.. haha..

candid shot of feng..

3 of us.. <3

the wedding game..
LAME show.. not worth the money.
after movie, head to civic plaza there,
feng deposit money and we sat there.
cam whore again.. laughs.

xia why u like that? HAHA. :p

xia, fong, feng.

feng say, both of us look alike, do we??

after that, head to bukit panjang,
for blackjack! and i won 4bucks! =)
after that, love come and fetch me..
sent feng home, and i went 900+,
for my late dinner.. laughs.
after that, love sent me home..

25 January 2009

CNY's EVE! woke up 815am,
prepare and head to bugis to meet xia..
pasta mania for brunch..
order al funghi and pasta. both share.
but i cant finish! HAHA.
eating tgt with xia is always a stress!
cos she eat damn fast! HAHA.
after that, head to village..
walk around, and both got 2tops and 1 bottom!
after that, head to pool fusion,
play 3rounds of pool, and we head to TCC..

her ice tea.

my cold chocolate..

wedges with cheese dip.. i like the cheese.. HAHA

but sadly, we nv took a photo. :(
after TCC, love come and fetch me.
reached home, help mum spring cleaning,
and bro's MIL come our hse and cook,
around 6 dinner with them..
after dinner, hook on lappy again. HAHA.
webcam-ing with love..
at about 10, prepare and wait for love to come,
and drove down to chinatown..

act only.. haha

fatty fatty fatty..

while waiting for kahlifah, his gf, and adam.

when they reach, we walk down faster!
cos it's abit late. HAHA.

snap snap. while going there.
we reach there abt 1155,
we can only hear crackers and some fireworks.
at least better than last year.. HAHA.

happy new year love..

joanne and kahlifah..

3of them..

after the fireworks, walk around,
and i saw the spicy fishball.
i miss the spicy fishball now..
talking abt it make me drool..
then walk around and buy tibits.
after that, head to maxwell market,
supper for them while love and me drinks.
after love send them home and me too! =)
thanks love.. reached home abt 3plus.
love, i know you are so tired,
but you still accompany me there.
thanks love..

i miss my dad,
every year new year eve,
dad will be at chinatown..
he will call me ask me wan go back tgt.
during reunion dinner,
he will ask me faster go back and help.
when my hp ring, it's always dad calling.
but now, no one call me anymore.. sigh..

24 January 2009

woke up early in the morning,
go market with mum and come back,
cousin teach me how to cook yam paste.
done with yam paste and i m satisfied. HAHA
nice try! laughs. after all the cooking,
pray to my dad and burn money for him.
after that, lunch. love come over for lunch..
after lunch, bathe and head to love hse,
help love and his's mum preparing food.
cut cut cut, slice slice slice..
then about 6, off to west coast,
jack place.. dinner with love's sister and mum..
i love jack place apple crumble pie..
so nice.. miss it soooo much..
make me drool again.. HAHA

22 January 2009

love was on MC,
and he went out with his polymates,
after work, i train down to meet him.
met him at chinatown,
brought my perfume, and then dinner.
eat porridge. nice nice!
after tht, head to OG, walk around,
and i got myself a GUESS bag.. handbag. =)
love it so much.. while love get himself a shirt.

my guess bag..

15 January 2009

both love and me took leave..
wanted to go expo for warehouse sales,
but both of us were too late!
and we train down to bugis,
walked around..
and we watch 'red cliff II'
nice movie. =)
after that, go eat wanton noodles. =)

14 January 2009

It's our anniversary! =)
after work, train down to tanjong pagar meet love.
and we head to scarlet hotel,
the place was so nice and i really like the ambience..
couples, go there if you wan! =) it's really nice..

their ambience..

so nice, i start to miss the place..

after ordering, love went toilet,

and i secretly pass a shirt that i brought for him

to the staff there and surprise him.. hees.

our food was here, it's was so huge.

we order, grilled platter for 2,

there's lamb, beef, chicken and fish.

wah, i m drooling already. HAHA.

the food there is nice. =)

after all the eating, and we call for bill.

and we wonder how come the bill was so long.

soon after, the staff came with a cake,

walking toward our direction, and sang bdae song..

we both was shocked, and love ask me,

you planned? and i say nope!

and they see our shocked face and ask,

is it your bdae? and we say no.

and she ask, there must be something you all are celebrating,

and i replied, yes, it's anniversary.. HAHAHA..

so paiseh, i give the staff a wrong idea..

but the cake was free and it's taste nice.

so the staff pass love the shirt,

and love give me SONY T77 digital cam~

thanks love.. i love you the most..

after that, home sweet home.. =)

love, being tgt with u for the 2 years,

i really enjoy ur prescence..

and appreciate everything you have done..

for buying me things that i like,

pampering me like your only princess.

dote me and love me for all you can..

you never fail to make me smile when i m down.

i really appreciate everything you done.

i wan to stick with you till i old.

i want to be with you till i old.

we will be holding hand in hand and walk down the rest of our life..

i will always be there for you dear..
love, rmb our date? 11.11.2011!
let's work hard for our future.

in love with my love.......

2009-01-12T13:32:00.003+08:00

lunch time over! so tired..
monday blue again..

BFF, i will always love you!
no matter where you go, how you change,
but the love for BFF will nv change okay!
we will always be BFF!
even one day you change,
you don share things with me anymore,
you don talk to me anymore,
you don treat me as BFF anymore,
you don love me anymore,
i m disappointed, i m sad
i will keep nag and nag to BF,
but bear in mind, i will still treat you as BFF!

this goes round to my BFFs.. =)

alright, back to work!
but i m so tired to work..
lunch over, stomach full,
but lethagic to work!
meeting for BF at bugis later! =)
it'e been ages since i last went bugis!
HAHA.

counting down: another 4hrs more to knock off!

iloveBFFssomuch!!

2009-01-11T16:28:00.004+08:00

Boooooooooooooo!!

updates!!!

10 January 2009!

woke up in the morning and watch HK drama!
after that, wait for BF to prepare,
and head to my place, den he wait for me.
went out at about 4pm! bused down to town..
BF: sorry, dint know that bus took a long way down,
and causes you headache and giddy. i m so sorry!
BF know i've been looking for twilight story book.
and he brought me to kinokuniya! and i got my twilight book!
i only got 2series, which is twilight and new moon!
eclipse and breaking dawn, whole singapore out of stock!
got to wait till the stock come in and faster go grab! haha..

the book that i m addicted now!!
after that walked to Isetan and to agnes B..
and brought a wallet for my boy as our 2yr anni gift!
after walking around, both BF and me hungry..
took bus 175 to bugis for steamboat, and halfway,
bus met an accident with bike.. and we got to trf bus.
and we took 77! BF say can go bugis,
in the end, nv stop at bugis and last station is MS!
lazy to walk to bugis, so we settle our dinner at MS..
decide to settle our dinner at yuki yaki.
left down my no. and wait for them to call.
while waiting went to shop around..
BF got me one zara t-shirt! thanks BF!
nothing caught my eye and the person called.
and we went in to have our dinner.. was soooooo hungry!
after all our cooking and eating, we proceed to cook the ice cream.
we are the mountain tortise..
pour in and it stuck there and we had hard time to
take the ice-cream out of the pan!
and we ask for a demo! laughs.
after that, we find a place to sit down and chat!
cos BF too full to walk around. HAHA
after much chatting, train home.
BF walked me home to my doorsteps,
and he ensure me that i m inside of my house!
awww. that's sweet! love BF many many!! (:

09 January 2009!

suppose i m taking leave today to go out with sister!
but i cant! cos i got truckloads of works to be done!
so i meet her after work! and she have to wait for me!
opps. :p i reach there abt 645 and she's there complaining..
Sorry la.. haha. went to shop around at suntec first..
and i brought a fox shirt for BF! =)
after that, we went to settle our dinner at MOF..

the potato salad we ordered.

her cold seafood ramen

and my tan tan ramen..

hokkiado chocolate i ordered.

her chef recommandation! but i forget the name. HAHA.

after dinner, cab to centerpoint to collect cake!
it's her bro's bdae. after collect cake,
then we walked to Wisma and walk around..
and we decided to settle down at paragon coffee bean.
we chat and we chat and we chat! finally it's time to go home.
and after our drinks, home sweet home!
great time spend with you gal..
reached home bathe and went to BF's place.
pass him the shirt and i hope he like! =)

08 January 2009!

was suppose to OT at office..
but everything doesnt go well..
after 530, all other colleagues left,
and i went for a discussion with my head.
after discussion, i m hungry and so m head.
and we left to raffles marina..
food there wasnt that good.
after that, while on the way back,
eugena keep cigo us to go shopping,
but both of us ignore her.. HAHA
reached office, went toilet..
and went back to my place,
and i saw mine com shutting down!!
it's must be eugena..
she told me that she shut down my com,
and ask me pack my bag, and going JP for shopping..
=.=''' i stay in the office till 8plus doing nth..
no work done also. =.='''
and we went JP shop for awhile,
and adeline send me back home. =)

alright, post some overdue pics!

playful BF want to join me camwhore

eh.. aint he suppose to be driving???

join me camwhore again..

ytd pics..

with you around, i m a happy girl..

alright, i m going for my dinner with bf and his mum and my mum!

140107..
2 year filies, and our love getting stronger!
ilovemyboy!

next post will be our 2yr anni. =)

2009-01-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

MEIFONG IS SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!!!! <3

Meet BF after his soccer for lunch at JP. (:
after that walked to harvey norman,
and wait for BF's sis to come..
and i brought my SONY VAIO RED lappy! (:
so happy!!! <3 after that head to BF's hse.
and put the warranty and so on at his hse..
and head back home. after that, dinner with his mum.
at taman jurong.. (: and home sweet home..
and now, i m using my new lappy to update! (:
thanks BF!
suppose this is mine 2 yr anni gift from BF,
but i decline.. too ex for him to buy for me!
so i suggest him to buy me a digital cam.
and so, he's buying me digital cam for our 2yr anni! <3
thanks sweet BF! iloveyouboy!

NEW YEAR EVE!

whole company on half day. (:
so joy drove me and BF's sis down to ICA
as BF's sis need to collect her's IC.
after that, head down to kallang to eat their prawn noodles
done with our lunch, head to nearest mac to slack..
so chit chat while waiting for BF's sis husband to reach.
after he reach, head to sim lim to fetch BF.
and they send me home. slack at home for awhile..
talking happily on msn and forget to see the time!
and so, faster prepare myself! suppose to meet BF at 7pm!
but due to my slow preparation, i meet him 735pm!
and his poly mates is already there waiting for him..
SO SORRY! :x i dint know that!!
so BF drove as fast as he can cos he's damn late,
all bcos of me! opps :P
reached, and faster go find them..
and dinner was bak ku teh. after dinner,
walk all the way to sg flyer. slack at popeyes.
darling msg me telling me she's coming over to find me.
so watch the fireworks tgt! (: nice fireworks esp ending! (:
after fireworks, BF's poly mates head home.
while BF and me head for movie and darling head for party world.
watch "bedtime stories". after movie,
drove back home and i m dead tired.
reach home, removed make up and hit the bed! HAHA

stay at home during new year day! too tired to go out. HAHA!

CHRISTMAS EVE!

half day work too! so happy <3
buffet for lunch in office.. after makan-ing,
received many many presents! =) thanks!
after makan - ing, head to JP to meet dearest sister!
she got me a gift too! thanks! but i m unable to give her!
cos it was a last min meet up! damn it! haha.
but will give her a belated wan! dear,
sorry for giving you late one. hope you don mind ah..
soon after, serene chong came,
and catch up with each other..
aftermath, all head home...
suppose to go BBQ with BF,
but raining, and i don feel like staying at home.
and cravings for BBQ food,
and sweet BF bring me to pioneer mall,
brought all the BBQ food, and go up to his hse.
and BBQ at his corridor.. sound so pathetic,
but as long as i m with my BF, i m happy enuff!
no matter where we are or doing what, i just need him by my side~!
having him by my side is enuff!
i've a great chirstmas eve! (:

CHRISTMAS DAY!

was at home the whole afternoon,
till i was bored, and i ask BF, shall we go out!
i m bored! and sweeet BF is so sweet!
he drove me to Marine Square!
window shop around..
and settle our dinner at billy bombers..
after dinner,walked around,
and BF send me home, as next day hafta work!

i could only rmb till here!
and stupid photobuket don let me upload pics!
upload already and lag! den hang there.
so pek cek till i close it!
so no pics for this post!
wordy wordy post!

weets~ BF's and me, 2yr anni is coming!
another 10 days!!!!! <3
ilovemyboy so much!!
he's forever so sweet to me!!
pamper me, buying things that i craved for,
thanks BF! love him dearly..

till now, i still wonder how's my dad.
is he in a good place now.
why don he come and let me dream of him?
last sat 49days, buring things for him.
it make me miss him so much!
so much that i want to see him!
whole of my mind is his images.
his last breath keep appear.
seeing him suffer, i cant do anything.
whenever his images of his last breath,
i feel like crying.
pa, where are you??
i miss you pa..
i longer see you now..
sigh..

2009-01-02T09:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

it's a brand new year.
let's forget all the bad things that happen in 2008!
brand new year brand new start. (:

a proper post to be done soon! =)

12 more days = 2years anniversary with BF! =)

i love my BF sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo muchhhh!! <3

2008-12-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

it's been a month since you left.
but i still got no news from you.
i dint dream of you.
i wonder how are you now?
are you happy?
are you doing well?

i miss you pa..

2008-12-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

boo! back for updates.
alright. i pretty fine now.
somehow just missing him.
hoping he's still here.

exams is over! finally over~ (:
weets.. so happy!
those preparing for exams is the warming days.
i m there preparing for exams,
and Darling is there with me accompany me!
26/11, 28/11, 01/12 having my exams.
after my exams, lunch with Darling.
He's always there to cheer me up, and encourage me!
thanks dear.. (:

2nd December 2008
after my Finacial Accounting,
train down to dhoby ghaut to meet my loveable sister! (BFF)
while waiting for her, went up to eposh,
get her a customized brownie. (:
while waiting for the browine,
stupid her, keep complaning say i so long.
but it was a surprise for her,
so i told her i haven reach. hees.
once the brownie is down, head down to meet her.
awww ~ it's been so long since i last saw her!
and we head to cathay for our lunch.. (:
damn hungry! went in and order.
chatted, gossips, updated abt each other,
and of cos there's jokes. (:
*sister, i miss their potato salad!* hees.
settle bill and walked to far east.
drank 'man jia le' milk tea.
sat inside the cafe..
walk around, and decide to go party world.
went cold storage to buy some snacks.
cos my sister DON SING AT ALL!
so she can eat there..
walked there, chose songs.
and suddenly, sister hold the mike,
and open her mouth! bloody hell shock!
thus, out snacks wasted! laughs. :x
drink, sang and get HIGH! =) hees.
truely she's the one that i feel so relax with her. (:
after that, trained back home,
as next day, both of us got work! ):
*sister, that day i really enjoy myself to the max!
effort you put in i saw it! and i m glad!
continue to be like this okay??
our sistership will last~ =) we gonna get high again~
HAHAHA. i miss you dearly now.
*meifong enjoy her day with her BFF! *

she love her deeply.. no one can replace her. (:
in her, i can just pour out anything and everything.

5th December 2008

Busy with work the whole day~
stupid colleague pass me a whole stack of work,
telling me it's was urgent.
and he pass it to me on 4th december 3pm!
request 80 quota. and i have to type all the details out.
and told me to get ready by 4th december.
WTH, how can i finish it? and when i stay back,
and do, i realise, lady boss, who is suppose to sign,
not coming in the next day, and i rush so hard to prepare.
till then they say give boss sign..
pissed off again, busy whole day, boss nv come in.
no one sign! *angry* forget abt it..
after work, trained down to JE, and wait for lishing.
den tgt, we train down to queenstown,
and cab over to pasir panjang road.. (:
wen to bistro 103 cafe to have dinner.

my super nice Asiatic Clams .. (:

her's bacon and cheese. nice! but too creamy.

the garlic bread and the veg. it's nice too.

the squid that we orderd. is so soft and tender. so nice~
feel like going back!

their services is good too! (:
we both satisfied with our dinner. =)
settled bill, and walked to bus stop.
waited for bus 30. suppose to bus back to JP,
and meet up with bing, but last min she say not coming. ):
couldnt catch up with her..
during bus journey, catch up with shing. update each other.
reached JP, walk around. den settle down at coffee bean.
chat alot of stuffs. and console her, talked to her.
i hope she feel better now. (:
if you happen to read my blog,
move on, and your future is bright okay. (:
don think too much. just do what is right! =)
after that, cab back home and she went to find bing.

6th December 2008
Shopping with Darling and his family at town!
Prepare and head town. Darling's sis-in-law drove us there
they went to shop for their son's clothing,
while Darling and me went ours. (:
first stop to CK tangs, :x wanted to get my FC watch,
but the design that i want, is not there. ):
so walk around and see around for other designs.
and i place my eyes on the LEVIS ladies.. (:
it's cost me $149, after singtel discount (i don have)
but the promotor is, and help me to get 15% discount. hees.
and so, it's only $126.65. and i got $80 CK tangs voucher.
total i pay for only $46.65! *happy*
meet up with darling's sis and mum for dinner.
dinner was at food republic. =)
soon we parted again, they went theirs
and we went ours. went in to GAP! having discount.
before we went in, bid for the XBOX!
and we will so close to get the xbox!
the winner is $11.08 and we bid $11.07!
damn it! so we went in to GAP,
and we came out with 2 tops and 1 jeans.
1 top for me and 1top and jean for darling. (:
i saw a charles and kieth shoe was so nice.
but don have my size.. i m going to another outlet to see.
hees. :x so went to taka and walk around.
went in U.R.S, and i got myself a pair a shoe.
*happy* but pocket got hole already. haha.
left town and head to clark quay..
wanted to find sister over there, but she left..
so, we went to lunar to find my cliques. (:
join them awhile and left.
so happy to see xinni there, cos long time nv see her le.
haas. left around 1am.
and head to zicra to look for sister..
chat awhile, she went in and i head home. =)
darling drove to bottle three house.
thinking that there's something interesting,
but disappointed us, only prawning..
but the place is so dark!
soon after, darling drove me home.
*i enjoy shopping and hanging out with my cliques.
thou is just a short time, but i still enjoy with you gals. (:

off for my dinner~
bye~

2008-11-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

pa, why dint you let me dream of you?
why you don even come and look for me?
do you know that i miss you so much?
i knw you are at home now.
but why don you come and look for me.
why don you come and talk to me,
why don you come to my dream?
the last time i see you,
i talk to you, you nv respond me.
the only last time i get to talk to you,
is on sat. and that's time you only tell me,
you are suffering.
pa, i wan to talk to you!
please come and talk to me.
let me dream of you.
today is the 7th day,
you are home with us,
i know you are here.
but why don you come and talk to me.
why you nv let me dream of you?
i miss pa so badly!
pa, come to my dream and talk to me!
pa, you will always be in my heart.
please come back to our home.
and sit down with us to eat with us.
watch tv with us.
talk with us.
everything of you, i wish to see it now.
i don wish to lose everything of yours.
I MISS PA BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Qiuxia, thanks for coming to the wake for the last day
thanks for being there for me.
take half day, come down and acc me. (:
and go mandai with me.
sorry that i don haave much time with you.
but you still there with me.
really appreciate your prescence. (:
xia, really really wanna thank you for being there.
comfort my mum and being there with me.
thanks dear. iloveyou! =)

sisters, cliques and frens, thanks for all your console. (:
i appreciate all your concerns
really really appreciate.
i will cheer up okay! =) thanks.

thanks BF for always being with me.
happy 22nd months-sary to both of us.
our 2yr anni is coming! (:
happy.. <3>

whatever it is, i miss my pa..

2008-11-14T17:17:00.000+08:00
PAPA, REST IN PEACE! =)

i know you are in a good place now.
you don have to worry for us.
we will take care of ourself.
you have to take care of yourself.
i miss you papa,
come and let me dream of you.
let me dream of you of what you want.
suddenly i feel so empty without you.
not going to hospital to visit you,
make me feel so empty. sigh.
Pa, you must take care and rest in peace.
iloveyou papa..

suddenly i lost someone so dearly to me.
i've never lost a close kin to me.
but sunday, i lost one of my close kin.
i feel so sad. cant stop crying.
but i know, that nothing i can do to bring him back.
all i can do is, let him eat and burn him loads of money.
i regret last time i m totally not close with him.
but i guess it's too late to regret.
i wan to cherish the treasure eveyone now.
losing someone who is so dearly to me,
is so hard to accept.
and when you really have to accept,
you cant stop crying and your heart is so pain.
it's so pain when i saw his coffin going in,
and he got to be burn by the fire.
my heart ache so much so much so much!
i donwan to lose someone so dearly to me again
seeing so many ppl heartache, i feel so pain so pain.
i cant afford to lose anyone that is so dearly to me again.
it's so hard to accept.
i feel so empty now.

can i bring him back home and eat dinner with him?
can i see him and call him PA!
can he bring me go out shopping with him again.
can i see him sitting in the living room and chat with him?
can i still see him and argue with him?
can i stay at the living room and watch tv with him?

pa, you are not in pain now.
not suffering anymore.
you must live happily ok.
don worry for us.
we will take care of ourself.
got uncle to take care of us.
pa, you must rest in peace.
i will nv forget you.
iloveyou.

thanks BF for being there with me throughout all this days.
appreciated my gals who come down to my dad's wake.

i miss my bf! i loved my bf so so so much!
thanks for being there! (:

can i bring pa back?

2008-11-05T23:55:00.000+08:00
HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY BEATRIX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today : was on MC due to ytd drank too much.
hangover feeling... slept all the way till 1.30.
used com and slack awhile, and off to gek poh.
take queue no. to see doc. Waited for 1hr plus. ):
after that buy lunch back and eat! damn hungry.
i was given 2days MC. ^^
after taking lunch, use com and bathe.
prepare myself and head to see my dad..
he cried when he talk to me.. sigh.
he told me he got 4childrens, but now,
only uncle, my sister and me go down and see him.
he told me, when he leave le, i must not be sad.
he donwan me to shed any tears for him.
when i saw him cried, i almost cried.
but i cant! cos i dunwan to let him see my tear.
so i control, and he asked me don cry as
he can see the water in my eyes.
i try to console him. nw his wish is :
to let him eat abit of things and his mouth to
stop the numb he contented already.
GOD, I pray tht you will let him eat abit of things,
let him feel not numb in his mouth.
GOD, let him feel happy and contented!
i donwan to see him suffering in pain.
when i see him suffering in pain, my heartache.
GOD protect him for getting any pain
donwan to see him in pain.. sigh.

okay, no mood to blog anymore
actually wan blog alot of things.
but somehow i dunhave the mood.
blog again! next post will be loads of pics!
stay tune!

BYE! NIGHTS!!!!!!

i love my BF so much!
ytd i went pub with my cliques.
he wanted to wait for me and pick me up!
but i insist NO! so he dint come.
i feel loved, when he say he wan to come and fetch me.
i know he tired but he still wan come.
but i persuade him not to come.
in the end i cab back!
bt he still counted so sweet to me!
i m lucky i have a good BF that loves me so much.
i will never let go him!
love bf many many many!!!!

stay tune for next post! (:

2008-10-24T09:57:00.000+08:00
TREASURE EVERYONE THAT YOU LOVE! <3

I dunno where shld i start with.
today, i heard from one of my colleague,
that, one of our colleague, had phenomia.
it's a kind of cancer. sigh.
and she got 2 kids. and the 2kids is very young.
morever, her husband is at autralia.
working there for one year. how sad..
when i heard the news, i feel so sad for her,
and wanted to cry.
life is so fragile.
when things comes, and it comes at the wrong time.
we must learn to treasure our loves ones.
she told me her parents is so sad about her illness.
and she still have to put a brave front infront of her parents.
her kids is worrying also.
i feel so sad now. sigh.

wed - my dad called me in the morning.
telling me how much pain he is at that time.
he say he cant swallow anything,
everything that he swallow, stuck in his throat.
they going to feed him thru bypass tube thru his nose.
imagine how sad it can be.
as he told me everything, he cried.
he ask us to go down and see him.
and he say he might not make it anymore.
he might leave anytime. and ask us to go see him.
so i told eugena that i need to leave to go hospital.
as i was waiting for the cab, i cried.
i m so scared that he will leave me,
so we cab down to visit him.
he just wanted to see us.
and we went to talk to the doctor.
as his condition is getting worse.
the doc told us that, his Leukemia cells,
already spread to his brain.
that make him headache, numbness in the mouth,
swallow problem and his speech problem.
and also his hearing problem.
they got to go thru a scan for him to see how much
the spread is, in the brain.
doctor was telling us the two options,
1st option: fight all the way to cure him,
but recovering % is not high.
he will relaspe again.
2nd option: give him chemo to pro long his living life.
which may last for mayb 3months,6months or 1yr.
without any treatment, he now only left with
less that 2 months.
doc is asking us to ask him what is his wish.
what he wants.
do you know how sad when i hear this.
recevied a call ytd, doctor told us that,
they got to start the chemo for him today.
by right due to his condition now, he cant start chemo.
but doctor say, he cannot delay already.
if delay, by that time, he already cannot accept any
treatment, which means, he cant be cure and waiting for days.
so we argree to do the chemo.
but the risk of him doing this high dose chemo,
is very high.
so i choose to cancel my KL trip this weekend,
to accompany my dad.
i wan to treasure and cherish the time i spend with him.
this whole week, his life mayb critical.
i m so afraid that he might leave me one day.
i know he will leave me sooner or later,
but i guess i will nv accept the reality
i m so scared now..

GOD, I pray that he will be strong.
he will be strong to attend my bro's wedding.
at least he can see his son getting married.
protect him from getting worse GOD,
i pray and i pray that his condition can turn out to be good.
but not worse. GOD i pray that you will protect him.
let him not suffer from any pain.
let him eat, let him drink, let him stand and walk.
GOD don take him away so soon!
i still wan to spend more time with him.

i m feeling so down now.
seeing him in pain and suffer so much,
i rather i be the one who suffer.
when i m at hospital,
seeing him in pain, i cant help him.
i feel so heartache.
but what can i do?
all i can do is stay by his side.

i can never understand the pain he going thru...

2008-10-03T12:35:00.001+08:00
[:

As mentioned, i went dentist ytd.
it was fast! but painful experience! ]:
early in the morning, BF acc me there.
eat breakfast den we slowly scroll there.
while register and waiting, i m so scared.
den when the nurse call my name.
i went in, and i m so scared.
stupid me, went in and ask, pain anot huh?
laughs. they inject me. PAIN ok!
after inject he do the extraction.
i can only tell you one word, is PAIN lor.
no words to explain the pain..
till now i still can rmb the pain. ):
but it was done very fast!
10mins done already! fast ya? but painful lo.
after that cab home and take a short nap.
as the gum still painful.
in the evening, went to boon lay and meet sis.
den go and visit grandma.
my heart hurts to see grandma suffer there.
how i wish i can faster bring her home.
if not she gonna suffer at there.
how could a person hit his own mother.
sigh.

wed - shopping day. [:
cook for BF to eat that day.
after lunch went to take my online loots!
den prepare and we trained down to SGH first.
visit dad and next stop we went chinatown.
brought a top over there.
after that went to get my perfume.
escada - fruity. *happy*
and we train down to vivo.
dine at Burger King. i love their BK Fish!
after dinner, walk around.
and brought 1bottom, while BF 2tops!
bf is a supporter of FOX, while me MANGO!
laughs, i shld stop buying mango tops.
cos i really got alot of mango tops! HAHA!
after we brought everything, trained home.

tue - went lesson after work.
halfway sister say she wan come and look for mandy!
which i know she miss me deeply,
so she come and look for me as well. :x
so when she reached, i went out and talk to her.
after that went in and take bag and wait for BF to reach.
he send shirley back home.
and we went to shirley downstairs coffee shop to slack.
we drink, we slack, we chat and we laughs.
sister say: i m silly when i know nothing at all, AM I? ):
i shld know more if not i will being call silly!
at ard 11plus we went back. bathe and do revision.
do revision till 3plus and hit the sheet!
exams approaching! ]:

pictures. (:

study study study! study drive me mad!

BF hiding inside. laughs

nice one.

alright. nothing much to update~
gonna do my revision now. (:

BF love me so much! (:
and of cos i love bf very very much too!
thanks bf!
another 4 more months,
it's gonna be our 2yr anniversary!
times files, and i know our love will last!
we will walk the red carpet tgt!
and hold hands tgt to walk down the road.
i willing to walk down the rest of my road with you.
will you?
let's not give up on this r/s and continue to go on.
on and on and i know we will last~
i love bf so much!!!! [:

2008-09-30T09:21:00.001+08:00
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!

bad news and good news!!!!!

bad news - i m going dentist on thursday, to take out my wisdom tooth!
11am at bukit gombak! omfg!
i m so scared!!!! super uber scared can!!!!!
sigh. i m going mad!
MEIFONG IS SO SCARED NOW!!!!!
haven even thur i m already freaking scared!
imgaine thur morning! i will scared until i weee!
HAHA. :x OMG! i cant imagine i m going.
wah lao. uber scared leh ~~~~~
how how how.. can i don go? sigh.
if i tears, will be uber paiseh.
but i scared i cant control! jialat lah! =(
can i don go dentist? everyone ans will be NO!
urghhhh~~~~~

good news - i can be on MC for 3 -5 days~
nice! but if i have a choice to choose,
i rather don wan the MC and go to work!
cos i have phobia to dentist!
i dont wan to do dental and visit dentist!
he is going to do an operation on me!
NO OPERATION will you?
injection! OMG OMG OMG!
i cant imagine the needle go inside my mouth.
urgh. the pain! OMG!
i m scared!

i will make use the MC to do my revision! =)
such a good gal i am! whahahahaha. :x

wed is approaching! (:
SHOPPING! hahaha.
i gonna eat good food tml!
so thur onwards can only eat soft soft.
but good thing, i can JIANFEI! hehe.

nov my pocket gonna be a hole!
cos i got to prepare dress on morning wear,
and evening dinner wear!
my bro is getting married!
OMG! my pocket having a big hole!

haha! okay. i m still so scared now!
sigh.

i don wanna visit dentist!

2008-09-29T11:09:00.001+08:00
haiya. cannot go BBDC on wed le lah!
close on public holiday!
BF still tell me open! HAHA!
mayb going tml after work. teehee. (:

2008-09-29T09:54:00.000+08:00
weeks since i last update! HAHA.
let me see what i can recalled. :x

ytd - went lunch with bf and his mum.
lunch at jurong east. den back home.
do some revision and trained down to visit my dad.
after that, dinner at outram park.
ate porridge! their porridge there is so nice!
i love eating at there. =)
after that back home and watch "Moonlight Resonance"
wah. looking forward for the next episode! haha.
after that hit the bed as was really tired!

sat - stay at home whole day!
helping bf to restructure his room!
damn tired! move this here and there.
pack here and there. but bf did the most!
and i took a half an hour nap! opps. =x
and suppose to help bf but too tired!
HAHA. after clearing all, i m having flu!
so much dust! haha.
after getting everything done,
went taman jurong there to have dinner.
with bf, his mum, his sis and his sis mother in law's family.
after dinner went to fetch mum and home. (:

fri - ikea with bf, his mum and sis and sis's husband.
went tampinese ikea! so far! but the place is big!
and i get to try their beef ball. OMG, so nice! (:
if i happen to go there, confrim go eat again! haha.
okay, i m like a mountain tortise cos it's my second time to ikea!
laughs. after that, bf buy his chair and a glass cupboard to
put his wine. den home. (:
do some revision before i hit the bed. =)

thur - after work. dint head for lesson.
cos too tired leh. and stomach cramps.
dinner with mum and bro and his gf.
after that home and rest and tv-ing.

wed - after work hospital to visit dad.
den bf come and fetch me back..

tue - hmm. did i go for lesson?
i forget! opps. i dint turn up for lesson!
and i went to meet shirley!
shirley faster guilty now! cos bcos of u i din go lesson.
haha. meet up at JP. wait for her to reach.
and we dine at KFC. chat and chat!
we finally meet up and talk!
pour sorrows on each other!
my gal, cheer up and forget what ur mum says okay!
she still love you my dear. same as me!
iloveyou deeply too! (: rmb i m always here for you!
i had a great time with you!
no more arguements and we shall be more loving!
wahhahaha. (:

mon - after work train down hospital.

okay. i forget what happen last last last week!
totally cant recalled anything! HAHA. opps. :x

i m having heavy flu right now.
abit of headache. long time since i have flu.
i think this flu gonna be with me for long.
cos once i have flu it will be very long!

i m going for shopping on wed!
BF wanna bring me out for shopping!
cos it's been so long since i last shopping! (:
when comes to shopping my mood change!
looking forward to wed for shopping! =)

i m going for dental appointment this week.
for my wisdom tooth. and i will be on MC for 4-5days.
so i pray for my dental appointment after wed!
so i can go shopping first. (:

alright. back to work! so sleepy.
i m not feeling well. ):

i miss my gals. and gd gd fren!
sorry darren couldnt meet u today!
i m not feeling well! sorry!
we meet up tml if u can okay!

and i m going BBDC on wed!
to register my BTT!
whooo! i m going to drive soon! =)
wahahhahaha.

bye~~~~~~~~~

2008-09-09T09:36:00.001+08:00
HELLO!
weeks since i blog.
busy busy busy.
loads of works..

went home straight after work ytd.
tv-ing, makan and study then DS and hit the bed..

sun - went dim sum ala carte buffet.
with sister, her husband, mum and boyfriend.
filling lunch at tung lok.
after that, bused to gek poh.
den walked home.
help dad to do the dressing.
and den dinner at BF's hse.

sat - went aljunied with boyfriend.
search for sims ave, walk a long distance. ):
weather was HOT! sweating!
den reach, brought mooncake for boyfriend mum.
settle down for some dim sum and duck rice. (:
wah! eat alot that day.
after that, trained down to town.
walked around.
taka selling mooncake.
test test test..
i love the the swissotel merchant court mooncake!
so nice! but i brought regent hotel wan.
for my mum. (: boyfriend and me share share.
went to tangs look for boyfriend's fren.
den dine at mac with his friend.
aftermath, trained home. went to give mum mooncake.
and walked back to boyfriend hse.

fri - on leave. bring dad to hospital for flushing.
after that, lunch at there..
den cabbed home. chatted with dad.
prepare and head to jurong east.
pay school fees and exams fees.
den trained down to tampinese to wait for boyfriend.
i waited for him 45 mins.
and i saw alot of mei nu. HAHA!
after that, train to bedok for dinner.
had my tom yam ban mian. (:
after dinner, train to bugis. [:
wanted to watch movie, 4bia.
but cineplex don have. so walk around at bugis.
so look for ting also. miss her bloody hell much..
brought myself bottoms and sandal..
after that trained home. tired ~

thur - lesson and home. (:
leave super early that day! HAHA..
cos too hungry liao. hee.
den meet boyfriend at JP dine at KFC.

wed - after work home dinner..

tue - lesson and boyfriend fetch me home.

mon - after work, home dinner.

last sun - forget liao... hehe.

last sat - mum's birthday.
buffet at home.
den cake from emis cake..
too creamy. HAHA..

alright. i forget what i done for the last week!
my life aint interesting at all.
work school home. ):
nothing much..
HAHA

boring person = ME!

i miss my sisters ~
shirley, ting, esley, yiyan & aileen!
meet up soon alrights!

meeting yiyan after work.
gal, i m worried for you.
you gonna update me later on.

next month i gonna buy m)phosis heels ~

bye ~

iloveyou boyfriend.

2008-08-25T13:38:00.000+08:00
super stress up..

i need help desperately..

but dunno who to look for.

sigh..

can i just give up everything?

i cant.

真的好烦!

2008-08-20T10:06:00.000+08:00
i m so stress and frustrated now.

我真的好烦！

2008-08-19T15:24:00.000+08:00
YAWNS...........

TIRED! sleepy mode.
so many things to do at work!
update here den need to file there.
ahhh... going bersek soon!
after work, lesson tonight.
BF wont be able to meet me dinner tonight.
so i'll be alone wondering at JE today. HAHA..

ytd - dint went for work.
woke up feeling giddy and feel like vomiting..
so dint turn up for work.
perhaps stay in the sun for too long..
so stayed at home whole day.
cooked instant noodle for lunch.
and do some homework cum revision.
den sleep. and prepare, head down to SGH..
meet my sister at JP and train down together..
okay. my dad can eat some plain porridge now.
he must be very happy!
cos he have not been eating for quite sometimes.
but ytd he was down with fever..
pray for his fever to go off soon..
after that dine at SGH kopitiam.
after that cabbed home. (:

out with darling to watch soccer on sun.
tot it will rain cats and dogs, but NO.
sunny day. was in the sun for 2 hours.
darling team won! =D
after soccer match, start to rain cat and dogs,
so go over to shelter to hide.
den drove home and rest.
darling injure. so pain..
at about 7plus, off we head to changi airport.
to fetch her mum, came back from china..
so we went to T3 first as darling wan to buy HP.
head to M1 and darling buy his samsung U900..
having fun playing with his phone. :]
den we went to eat popeyes at T1.
den wait at the arrival hall for his mum to reach. (:
den back home again.

i have great fun on SAT! =)
train down to enous early in the morning.
to get darling's car. as the car send in for repair.
after that meet up with yiyan and her BF..
we den head to pasir ris park.
darling rent bicycle and three of us roller blade.
darling rent bicycle cos he wan to exchange as i can rest.
thanks darling for being so thoughtful..
haven start blading for half an hour,
it's raining. heavily raining. :[
so we find a shelter to hide ..
when there is no rain, we den start to blade and cycling again.
after blading for 1 hr, change with darling.
and i ride bicycle. so yiyan was holding behind me.
i m sorry if the wheel make ur leg pain.
don mean it. sorry gal.. i m not good at balancing.
after returning, we went to a coffee shop to rest and changed.
den prawn fishing.. aww, prawn fishing is so interesting.
i have the patience but darling don have.
i love prawn fishing. i wanna try fishing! hehe.
darling promised me that he will bring me for fishing. (:
after prawn fishing we went to downtown east shopping centre.
ate at korea restuarant about what olive chicken.
many favours of chicken.. after dinner,
walk around and head to SGH.
so drop the both of them and head to SGH..
visit my dad for awhile as it's late.
den home. (:
i have fun with YIYAN, her bf and my darling. (:
i wan prawn fishing again..

fri meet up with faulyne after work .
den head down to SGH visit my dad.
den dinner at JP pizzahut. (:
after catching up with each other.
den bused back home. (:

nothing much to update..
next post will update with photos. =)

you changed totally..
totally speechless.
i m not calculative.
but i m just too tired.
put in too much effort.
but was not appreciated.
no one ever try to put in effort.
why should i?
i treasure and cherish.
but where is the other party?
now i understand,
our frenship of meeting up to catch up,
is a waste of bus fare.
$1 of bus fare can be so impt den our frenship..
speechless.
i know you might thinkin i m calculative.
but i already tired of listening to i m tired,
i m lazy.

i wan so much of your effort...

2008-08-15T10:51:00.001+08:00
alright, grandma have been home. (:
thank god nothing happen to her.
i dunwan to lose any of my love ones. (:
thanks for all those who concern and asked. (:
appreciated all the concerns. LOVES..

okay, BF was double sweetness on tue night.
he reach JE at 7plus. and wait for me to end lesson.
my lesson end at about 9plus.
meaning, he wait for me 2hrs in the platform.
the moment i reach there,
his hands was so cold. and he told me he sitting at there,
the cold wind keep blow on him.
and he is very cold and eye pain. awww. so sweet.
i touched! (: thanks BF!
den den, when reach boon lay, he cant tap out.
cos overstay, and i saw his last destination at raffles.
and i ask him, he tell me he go with his fren to look for something.
his words dont convince me.
so i secretly open his bag, and know what i saw?
m)phosis bag. (: wah. duper sweetness.
and he left with speechless and say i no manner.
wahhahahahas! he told me he walk alot of times, just to find the shops.
he walk till his leg pain. and keep finding the place.
awww. my BF is so sweet! i love him so much!
thanks for the sweetness!
he make me smile all the way while going back home.
i know i m crazy, but i was so happy.
and i feel so bless! =D

later i will be meeting shirley and faulyne! (:
long time no see! miss you gals many many!
tml i'll be meetin yiyan to east coast!

alright. gotta get back to work! (:

i feel so loved by BF and frens around me.

2008-08-13T22:01:00.000+08:00
sigh.

now my grandma is in hospital.
dad and grandma in hospital.
both are my love ones.
what am i going to do now?
feeling real upset now. ):
grandma dote on my since young.
God, i pray for protection upon her.
i pray u will bless her.

upset..

2008-08-12T13:56:00.000+08:00
FEAR

I m having the fear of losing my dad.
received a msg from my sis,
doc told her that, for the next 48 hrs,
my dad health is critical.
i cant stop crying when i was showering.
how i wish that's not true at all.
i cant stop but keep having the fear.
fear that he's lonely there.
fear that he might leave me anything.
i cant stop thinking and crying.
i m so devasted ytd night and i dunno what to do.
why dint i make my trip down to acc him?
mayb what my sis told me is true,
as we are not close with him,
so we wont go down and acc him 24 hrs..
yes, our responsibility of taking care of him is nt good enough.
someone who can give up her job,
just take care of his dad everyday.
someone who is willing to make a big scarifice,
and look at us as his daughters and son,
did we? we just make a effort to go down.
but nv scarifice much things for him.
sigh.

right now, i still having the fear of losing him.
alot of ppl might saying that, he will be fine.
i heard enough and thanks for concern.
but i cant stop of having the fear.

he called me just now, was relieved.
cos was chatting with him.
and he told me he's suffering.
feeling very uneasy now.
his intestine is having infection now.
cant eat anything, which means very weak..
still not feeling good ..
still having the fear now.
i dun wan the phone call that from hospital or sis.
i m so afraid now.

Dear God in Heaven,
Please protect my father in hospital now.
I pray for protection on him,
I pray that he will fight thru this obstacle.
I pray that he will be strong.
I pray that his infection will recover ASAP.
I pray for good health upon him.
I pray that he is not suffering.
God, take away the pain that is in him now.
Let him have no pain and bless him with good health.
Amen.

have been praying every now and den.
i dunwan to lose someone who is so close to me.
i haven fullfill what a daughter must do.
i m not a good daughter.
i such useless.
let me be a good daughter.
no matter how bad u treat me last time,
i m not gonna care anymore,
but just to care for you and be there for you.
thou sometimes u make me so angry,
but that's was just a short time.
i forget easily.
all i wan to do now is
to be a good daughter a fillal daughter.

i m so afraid of losing him now.

2008-08-08T14:47:00.000+08:00
heh. today is a special day! 08-08-08!
huat huat huat! laughs.

totally no mood to work! HOLIDAY MOOD! no government in office!
LOL. went IMM for lunch just now.
long lunch time. went out at 1130 and came back at 1335.
had ajisen ramen for lunch.
will be going down to visit my dad.
his second chemo is better than the first chemo.
at least he got appetite to eat etc. (:

work and lesson ytd. meet BF for dinner.
and he send me to lesson. (:
ytd lesson was alright. quite easy and fast.
and while doing assignment i left!
cos finish the topic except for the advantages and disadvantages.
so i left! and it's okay 2030,
and, i m planning to run some errands,
den rush back to JP to buy somethings.
end up, heavy rain, so called BF and tell him i left early.
and he say he will come fetch me! *YEAH*
no need to be caught in the rain.
so while waiting for BF, went into NTUC,
have the thought of making breakfast for BF,
so brought bread and nutella and tuna. haa.
paid and wait for BF to come.
BF reached, ran to his car, luckily not really wet. (:
home sweet home. :] bathe and tv-ing.

tue after work, meet up with YIYAN!
aww. it's been a long time since we last met and chat!
so we dine in at MAC, and talk..
i love talking to her!
and we talk and talk and talk and talk.
AND I FORGET THAT I HAVE LESSON!
when i look at the clock, OMG, 8pm already!
so end up, skip lesson and continue out talking!
endless topic, and talk and talk again.
den BF came and fetch me, so i ask BF lobang her too!
and home sweet home.
gal, anything rmb to ring me or text me,
i'll always be there for you and cheer you up!
we shall meet up soon again okay!
you are getting prettier my gal. love you!

mon, dint went down to visit dad,
dinner with my mum instead.
i don want to let her feel that i m always with dad.
so i ask sis to go and meet mum for dinner. (:
planning to take her to movie or dinner next mon!
just wan to let my mum know that, she's not left out!
i still love her..

sat and sun went down to visit my dad.
sat after visiting my dad, train down to JP,
meet BF's mum. dinner and watch movie.
MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2.
not really funny but touching.
i tear. after that home sweet home. :]

haha. nothing much to update. laughs.

BF, i'll always rmb your last night wishes.
your first to fifth.
i will try to make your wish come true okay!
and rmb mine wishes?
you must make it come true also okay?
hehe.
love you BF!
i know you done alot of things for me!
i really appreciate all the things you done!
thanks BF! loves loves loves.

2008-07-30T15:07:00.001+08:00
MC at home. nua-ing at home now.
i know i shldnt nua now. i shld do my homework.
my office stuffs that i brought home and do.
but i m just so lazy..
later going to hospital to visit my dad.

was having a bad heahache ytd..
so took half day, and michael drove me to house downstairs.
den went home and BF cook instant noodle for me.
thanks! den to GP to see doc.
doc say,too long on computer cause my headache!
ask me try now to see the com for too long.
so after that, BF went to cut hair and den walked back.
eat med and i hit the bed straight away! laugh.
woke up and tv - ing until 11 plus and sleep again.

mon was as usual. monday bluess ~
receive my sis call after work,
and she told me that dad was having fever,
and need to be sent to hospital..
so dine with mum at GP first, and walked home.
cousin reached and i tot we can sent him to hospital..
but, my bro still considering weather wan to bring him go anot.
he's suffering and just because that he need go thru A&E,
and you all don wan to wait and say mayb his fever is better.
ya, true, A&E wait very long, bt dad's health is more impt right.
den wait and deli dali till 9plus den we sent dad to hospital.
rather piss off that night. got the urge to bring him to hospital ASAP.
den cousin send us there, and on the way there,
bro told me that he wait there can already, ask me to go back rest.
since i have work the other day.
was wanted to stay there and wait for dad tgt,
but they insist me of going back and i left with no choice.
so cousin send me back. was so worried that night.
and doc say, due to red blood cells not enough that cause him to
have bad headache and fever.
my heartache to see my dad suffering..
i rather be the one that i m suffering. sigh..

watched BF soccer on sunday afternoon.
and back home. dinner and tv -ing.
nothing much.

sat - went out with BF and BF's family.
drove to suntec, walk around while waiting for BF's sis to reach.
dine at CHONG QING STEAMBOAT.
the soup base is nice, but as for the ingredients,
i prefer TIAN TIAN STEAMBOAT ~ hee.
after that walk around and home.

last thur was BF's Bdae.
wed night, did a small surprise for him .
was looking for cheesecake, but no more.
so replace with eclair..
when the clock hit 12, i faster go the refri,
rush to the toilet, and light up the candle on the eclair,
and walk to the room and sang BF a happy bdae song!
he's touched and surprise. haa. (:
thur, met bf at outram and we head to central,
to meet up with his frens.
den we walk to clark quay.
dine at the satay king. nice nice.
i love their tom yam soup! super nice.
after dinner, went in to hagan das(dunno the spelling),
order fondue. den off we went home.
i hope darling enjoy his bdae. (:

aww. so many days no update,
i forget what i've been doing.
haa. i think that's all. laugh ..

pictures.

the bdae boy.

when we took ?? haa.

steamboat time.

my BF loves CRABS~ and he pluck for me.

see, so many crabs.

the everlast shoe that i brought for him as a bdae gift.

opps

my BF love me and dote on me the most.

i love him too!

seriously i m fat!

loves.

at the bus

gf and bf.

alright no more pictures ~

to my bro gf:
i dunno you read my blog or not,
but me and my sis fucking don like your papaya face okay!
both of us scared of dog, why are you so unhappy?
if u are so unhappy that ur dog need to be locked in the room,
when we go up, den bring back your dog lah.
we don own you!
and if u wan to keep the dog at home,
fucking well clean the dog shits and urine okay.
i keep hearing my mum got to clean the shits and urine.
if u wan to keep the dog at home,
den u clean it up yourself lah ..
and that's is our home okay,
don act as if it's ur hse.
and if is not because of you,
i would have stay at that house okay!
i hate your papaya face.
my dad don like the dog,
and the dog anyhow shit or urine, it's bacteria okay.
my dad cant get close to bacteria.
we did talk abt the issue, but you hack care.
please respect ppl if that's is nt your hse.
why are you so persistent abt keeping that dog at home?
my dad is a patient, if u dun respect my dad,
respect a patient will you?
i m so pissed off with my bro gf!

sorry for the unpleasant words, cos i m very pissed off with her.

2008-07-17T11:10:00.005+08:00
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY CHONG! (:

yawns. i m so tired now. :(
i m still having a slight headache now.
from ytd till now.
due to not enuff sleep perhaps.
i m coming back to office on sat! ):
i dont want to, but i got lots of things to rush!
and deadline is nearer and nearer..

ytd after work train down to SGH,
talking to my dad, he sound so negative.
cheering him up. and talk to him.
his appetite is better.
i pray a speed recovery.
so trained home with bf and uncle.
dinner at JP. den bused home.
so rest awhile and bf drive me to TAMAN JURONG!
meet mabel awhile and up to sister hse.
light up candle and call sister to open her door.
and sang her bdae song and gifts. (:
hope you like what we get for you! =)
enjoy your sweet 19! (:

tue - lesson after work,
was quite boring at lesson.
almost fell asleep! but thank GOD i got frens to msg me!
to keep me stay awake! (:
after lesson, BF fetch me and home.
den watch tv and prepare the card i make,
den went to bed.. (:

i pray for my dad to recover fast!
i pray for the r/s btw you and me not to drift apart!
somehow i feel that you changed.
your attitude towards me is so different!
perhaps you are busy with your project bah.
am i thinking too much?
i cherish and treasure this r/s..
it meant so impt to me.
dont leave me and continue to love me more!

2008-07-14T09:32:00.000+08:00
HAPPY 18TH MONTHSARY ~

during this 18 month,
i feel so blessed having you by mine side. =)
you are the one who always pull me up when i m down.
make me smile when i m get disappointed.
cheer me up when i m emo.
you are always there to cheer me up and make me happy.
i really blessed to have you!
我爱你！

yawns ~ tired.
will be going swimming after work with bf..
finally. haa. wanted to swim for long time.
but no time. so today, finally!

sun - out town early in the morning.
walk around and suppose to go esprirt to buy bag.
but see wrong promotions.
so ate burger king with bf and frens.
den bf drive me to hospital to visit dad.
after that, bf went soccer. (:
after his soccer he came and fetch me again.
and we go dine at KFC.
after that meet up shirley to get the dress.
den to JP. went moonriver.
wanted to get the dress i saw last week.
but no more new piece.
so try on another wan,
and brought it. =)
loves. after that home.
watch TV and eat durian. haa.
durian is loves！OMFG,
i m fat! i m going to diet.
i m trying to skip lunch this week,
if my gastric nv find me prob.. =)

sat - suppose to meet darling esley and xiu to JB..
last min cancel. cos BF's mum need to go hospital.
so prepare and down to SGH..
waited at A&E, while waiting,
head to my dad's ward. den go down wait again.
after that, went to buy dinner for my father.
den head to central awhile and head vivo.
dine at the chicken rice. after that, walk around.
den back home. =)
i wan the e)phosis bag! haa.

fri - went to serene bdae.
meet shirley at bishan. she waited for me 2 hrs.
haa. sorry okay. blame the traffice jam!
after that, head to PS to meet them..
walk around and ard 8plus went over to
fish&co. order and ate. den went to buy drinks.
den bf came and fetch me and back home.
too tired! haa. =x

alrights
enough of my update.
back to work! =)

lastly i m blessed to have you! (:

truely, now, you will only call him for dinner.
wait for him for dinner.
i ask you for dinner, you say
you want to eat dinner with him..
how biased you are?
you love him more than you love me.
my heartache.
sigh =(

2008-07-11T16:47:00.001+08:00
suddenly i feel so emo.
i suddenly think of you.
you called me on wed, scolding me for giving wrong info.
you used to called me everyday,
ask me for dinner or what,
but now, you call me just to ask me to
pass message to him.
and what i feel now is,
he already come out from there.
and when he is not out,
you are always calling me to dinner.
but now he's out.
and you dont call me for dinner anymore.
this show how biased you are!
everyone tell me, parents are not biased.
they love their sons and daughter equally,
just that they dunno how to express it and show you.
but for me, i dont think so.
when i give wrong info to him,
you just scold me like i done something wrong,
whereby i m not!
you dont want to listen to my explainations.
and just say me and scold me.
he wan what and he need what,
you will try all your best to give him.
for me, what i wan and need,
you will just ignore me. sigh.
i know i've not been a good daughter ~
but do i deserve this?
you wont call me just to eat dinner with me anymore.
do you know how sad i am?
when he is nt with you,
you will call and concern me and ask me dinner.
now he is with you,
and u chuck me aside!
do you know how hurt i am? ):
sigh. i m feeling emo now..
thou sometimes i might bt be able to show you i love you.
but truly in my heart,
i love you and i love you!

i feel like k-ing ~
who free to go k with me? ):

2008-07-08T14:30:00.002+08:00
hello ~
okay. today nothing much.
tonight lesson! (:
might be meeting mine 2 sisters b4 lesson! (:

ytd - after work, JP buy dinner for dad.
den meet up with sis, train down to SGH.
before we went in and see him,
we got to wear the plastic grown,
face mask and gloves.
he had been moved to single bed.
as his phelgm have bacteria.
so got to stay alone inside.
sigh. seeing him like this, make mine heart,
pain so much. ):
but no choice also. hais.
so after visiting him, we went to outram there,
to have our porridge. my sis been craving for.
den while eating, chat alot with sis.
my sis say, this is mine dad's retribution.
for doing many bad things in the past.
he beat my mum, bo tai bo ji scold us.
no matter how much hatred on him,
we still make a trip to go down and see him.
my sis say, if for others my dad counted as lucky already.
i also feel that. no matter how much ugly words,
he scold us or what, we still care for him.
if others, i dont think they will.
but both of us know inside our heart,
my sis asked me,
how come last time father everytime talk to you,
in a ugly manner why i still can call him "papa'\
i think thru and i find i m a very forgiving person.
*laughs* but no matter what,
if everyone dont want to care abt him,
who will care? who want to see him suffer lidat?
i m not a hard hearted person..
no matter how bad the person treat me,
i wont watch at him/her infront of me dying. (:
that's mine character bah. haa. laughs.
alright. after that cabbed home. (:
bf still diarrhea. sigh. heartache.
if i had nt given him the med, he wont lidat le.
*guilty* BF, get well soon!

sun - lunch at JP with bf.
suppose to go watch BF play soccer.
but shirley msg me and ask for meet up.
so i go lunch with BF first.
and he left, shirley came. (:
shop around. and we went in to moonriver.
tried on the dress. okay.
it's simple.but i like! (: haa. but ....
after shop around again ..
went in match, den try on tops again.
and both of us really like it.
and we brought it!
soon after, lyn and rene came.
acc them for their lunch at lai lai. =)
den walk around. and i saw a bag i like it alot!
at BATA! it's the transparent wan.
any kind soul? LOL .. =x
alright. den bf came and fetch me,
bf is angry with me for spending money again.
sorry! =(
den head to recreation to have dinner.
with his sis and mum. =)
and home and sleep. (:

sat - after eating at home,
prepare and train down to SGH.
after that, wanted to go central to makan dinner.
but feel like eating steamboat,
so ate at outram park the steamboat.
eeeyer. the tomyam not like tomyam wan.
not nice! bt bf eat alot alot of crabs! haa.
after that went to central and walk around.
went in to this shop miss emily,
saw one halter dress, awwww ~
i like it so much. but bf say wait next wk,
or 2 more wks den buy. ): wait lo. haa.
after that bus to JE to play bowling again.
this time round, i m lousy!
i lost to BF alot ! =(
after that cabbed home.

fri - shirley and mabel wait for my at BL MRT station.
and we train down to SGH,
while mabel train to lesson. (:
after visiting my dad,
meet up with mabel for dinner.
had our dinner at boon lay market. (:
stringray, lala, wuxiang and oyster eggs.
nice nice dinner! and we chatted alot!
nice chatting and nice hang out! (:
meet up for sakura soon soon!
SAKURA! =)

alrights. no pics for today!
not yet upload.
next post k? haa.
k lah. bye!

i m sorry that i break the promis i made!
i m really sorry.
i know i make u disappointed.
i know i know!
but i m really sorry!
i will nt break the promise again!
really sorry!
sorry sorry sorry!

2008-07-04T16:15:00.000+08:00
hiak hiak. backk backk! (:
ytd. overslept! dint turn up lesson!
classmates told me, very hard.
she dun understand! jialat!
who call me to overslept lah. sigh. ):
but i m so tired! haa. =x
so dinner at home and read.
after read, play DS, and concuss again.
sleep so much ytd!
but i m feeling so tired now! ~~~
so many things to do ~ =(

sister, dont doubt our friendship..
be it a real or fake,
believe us that, we dont take you for granted!
after seeing your msn nick,
i m sad! being sister for how many years le,
so dont doubt our friendship alrights?
i have nv doubt, so you dont also alrights?
i agree, sometimes we might have neglect each other,
but we still care!
like the last month, i feel neglected also.
nobody know.
but i know you still care!
so dont doubt our friendship
for we will always be there!
love you sister!
you know who i refering to!
our friendship is real and so real
that no one can come and break it!
not even an outsider!
even new comes, mine heart always have you!
bear in mind, i will always be here for you.
no matter what.
thou i nv text you cos you always text me!
thou i seldom call and chat,
you are still in mine heart!
i will text you more often now and then!
love you mine sister!
dont doubt the friendship between us!